This is the diary of an otaku girl. All characters in this world have been changed.
This is the diary of an otaku girl. All characters in this world have been changed.
June 3rd
I'm trying to play this new game, I don't have to download or what-so-ever so i really hope I could play that game. But then, when I entered the chat room to get some tips from players, some of them trying to search for my position in that game which is I don't really care. Then, the server called <Donkey> told us that I was not playing in that server! Gosh! It's a lie! I was playing that game at that time exactly while I was trying to introduce myself in the chat room.
I was really pissed off and it became more serious when some of the players really believe in that and they started to say things. Urgh... What a very bad impression for starting a new game. It's hard for me to be interested in online gaming but when I AM interested, something horrible must be happening to me and making me feel so down.
How I really wanna play some games <a very interesting game> before I had to go to university. Please, oh please...
I did it! I found a game that's not so ewasy yet not so complicated to understand. And guess what? I met a guy in there that's the same age with me and still single <do I have the chance?>. Well, after writing in this diary, I want to log in to see if he's still there. See ya..!!
May 29th
I know it's been late and I just wanna write in this diary about today. Last two days,i was so disappointed by my friends. I thought after all these years we've been through, we would understand each other better. But then, I was wrong.
How I long to cry out right now but I'd better not to because I have commitment for tomorrow, and I don't want to look miserable with blackened ring around my eyes tomorrow morning. I have important job tomorrow.
I'm gonna be on stage at my former school to represent all of the ex-students to give Teacher's Day card and gift. I'm so afraid to go there alone, by myself but then, it's better than facing those wicked friends. Am I too harsh to call them like that? Geez, whatever. It's fair enough I think for what they'd done to me.
Okay now, I need to go. Hoping to be feel better tomorrow.
May 26th
Today I got my own time for privacy. I got the time to play LGP all the time I want even right now because my parents were out. So, I guess its my lucky day.
Plus, it WAS my lucky day. I found accidentally a video in YouTube that combines Sailor Moon anime and Celine Dion! Gosh! How I's thrilled to watch that video over and over again! I miss Sailor Moon so much. I wish I have a lot of money to buy all Sailor Moon's VCDs. <miaw>
Well, tomorrow I have to go out again for all day because I have meeting tomorrow for one of the programs I handle. Which means, I won't be having leisure to surf the net and play LGP!
Urgh... I think this is just the beginning of having a hard life in the university. <I really hope I'll have good time to surf the net that time>
Okay now, I want to go and play till the end of night before I went to sleep. Otaku..!!!
May 23rd
Nothing interested happend today except a trip I went with my mom and sis. One of my mom's friends were holding a feast for her new-weds daughter. So, we went to their neighbourhood. Oh God they are filthy rich! Their house is so big I can imagine like 50 kids or maybe 80 kds could play around there.
I met lots of people and tehre're lots of kind of people which making me mor nervous to get to college this July. Hope I can be braver to be on my own and finding new friends in real world.