April 30th
Today, I got to meet our former PM. He’s giving presents for excellent students in his parliament area. Well, this time I’m one of them. Lucky me. 
I got an English literature novel (a thick one) and some amount of money (the best gift I think). <lol>
Ah! And not forgotten, I met him! Lets say he’s name is Mr. F. The person I admired for two years, wait, I think it’s three years now <lol>. Obviously, I’m his secret admirer.
1. I’m an otaku, remember? Never got the guts to confess in front of him.
2. One of my friends admires him too and all of us know that. (because she actually told us unlikely me)
3. He’s such a gentleman and it actually made me blushed each time we bumped at the corridors.
This really broke my heart because I think I have to keep this feeling to the end of my life, forever. I can never meet him anymore in this big world. He’s probably away now with his wealthy parents having the trip around the world or something.
For him, I would like give this song: You Are Still the One sang by Shania Twain. Well, of course this song for those couples in love but still, he’s the only one for me right now.
May 1st
I’d just finished reading this fantastic book, The Thing about Jane Spring. It is really fascinating because of the storyline, the characters, and the fine words used by the author. This book really open up my mind about some people out there who has similar personality with this main char in this book. Plus, it gives me courage to change myself and become better person.
I would like take a quote from this book:
“Did you know, Sir, that if you smile all the time, people want to be your friends? They bring you coffee, and flowers, and volunteer to carry your groceries home from the supermarket. (And they flirt with you. They take you to ‘21’.)
And did you know, Sir, that when you compliment people for their efforts instead of pointing their flaws, they actually work harder for you?
And, Sir, can you believe that if you never raise your voice, if you never issue an order, it actually brings out the best in people? They open doors for you, they hail cabs for you, they willingly type up their work for you.
It’s incredible, Sir!”
Well, I really wanna be like Jane Spring. She’d got her chance to change herself and become the new Jane Spring that everybody loves.
The time I started to read this book, I can’t stop myself from continuing to read because it makes me felt excited to know what’s gonna happen next to Jane. It’s been a long time since I have that feeling in my life. Feel so excited about something I did and wanna do it continuously.
Waking up every morning nowadays giving me nothing instead of having the thought of how bored this day will be just like yesterday. Having such a long holidays waiting for my application to be approved to further my study really make me sick. Just stick around at home, neither available to go out nor online meeting friends from theO really such a boredom. I rather die than having this kind of holiday for the 2nd time.
Well thank God I still have my VCDs of anime and books that I can borrow from the nearest library to read and get to use my imagination once in a time.
