Ok~ So yesterday was filled with so much drama. And it's not even me, it's my friends. But because my friends went through so much stuff, I feel so depressed worrying about them myselves.
This is one thing that happened yesterday. For anonymity's sake, I'm going to call one of my friends Bob another one of my friends Martha and the other Fred. Ok, so Bob was going out with Martha for quite a while now. They seemed to like eachother a lot and you could tell Bob really cared about Martha a whole bunch. This is where Fred comes in. Fred is a mutual friend of all of us and he was hitting on Martha while she was going out with Bob. And she claims she didn't like Fred in that way at all, but last Saturday (as in 14th), I was told that Martha slept with Fred. Yes, in that way. Bob never figured out about this, but Monday morning, they see eachother, hanging out. Then Martha decides to just break up with Bob right there. On the spot. After she broke up with him, she runs towards me saying "Omg... I broke up with Bob..." I didn't believe it at first, but I went to go talk to Bob (he is my friend after all), and he looked like he was so much in shock that he was just standing there. I couldn't really do anything to help, because break ups are just something that happen all the time in a high school life. It's normal. (Although I never had to go through that because I've never gone out with anyone) But Bob~ I feel so bad for him... So I went and talked to him until we had to leave for our 1st period classes. I had to leave him. So after school, I talked to him on facebook, and he said he was so upset that he started throwing up and the teacher sent him to the nurse's office. I asked him, "So... Did you expect that coming at all?" And he said no, it came as a surprise to him. Yes, he knew Fred was hitting on Martha, but he didn't know Martha actually kinda had feelings for him. All he was told by Martha before they broke up was "I just have to think things over because I'm really confused right now. So I want to break up with you." And I really can't tell Bob about what happened on Saturday between Martha and Fred... So... All I'm trying to do is consule Bob to the best of my abilities, which is kind of hard, seeing how depressed he is... ;w;
That's one thing, another thing that happened yesterday was, about my other friend, I'mma call her Sally. Sally's been out of school for over a month now, and I always wondered what was wrong with her, but I never got her phone number and we happen to not be on too much at the same time. But yesterday, I finally got to talk to her online! I asked her what was up with her, and she told me that during lunch one day, her childhood personality, Clarice came out and now the teachers don't want her to come back to school until her personalities are settled down and it won't just... burst. So I didn't know she had personality problems, and she's really depressed because she's home-bound now, and her parents won't let her go to many places due to the fact that they don't know when "Clarice" will be back. She said she really misses all of us friends and such, so I feel bad for her too.
So it's just, worrying about my friends, I'm having such a hard time coping... I dunno what to do... I'm just trying to talk to them as much as possible to calm them down. I hope it works.
Alright, I think I'll put this journal to an end now. I ranted enough. >w<;;
If you read this all the way through, thanks. If not, that's fine. I really only wrote this so I could just let out my emotions somewhere... =w=; But if anybody has feedback, I'd really appreciate it... I just don't know what to do in both cases seeing as I've never had to go through anything like that at all before... (I've never even dated. Nonetheless breakup. Crazy breakup. OTL)
Thanks guys, love ya~
