HEY EVERYONE!

NAme: Caitlin, but i don't like being called by thats it seems to proper to me so you guys can call me cait , caitie, cat, etc...

Gender : Female

Relationship status: single, i have been for all my life T.T

Age: 14

Height: 5 feet 1 inch

Likes: MUSIC,ANIME, biking, swimming, hanging with my friends, writing peotry, and just over all goofing off.

Dislikes: really nothing

So, my friend showed me the otaku and you can say i fell in love xD. To me its like devaint art, quizilla, and any kind of blog all wrap up into one. But the best part is its all about anime :] So in my world all be talking about anime, music, and life. Though life will probably be my main topic cause their is just so much to say. I do believe that i think differently then most people my age. Alot of my friends say im more mature for my age but that really only comes down to common sense otherwise i tend to be immature mostly when im joking though because i tend to be very perverted xD but thts only around my friends so yeah ... >.> When i write, It all comes straight from the heart and im very serios about my peotry and stuff (though it may not be that good) because those are normally my true feelings along with my rants and such which i seem to do alot of. So yeah welcome to my world enjoy.if you read the whole thing your totally awsome in my book :]

i did not draw only added the peotry

life..

...My life is like a sitcom at times...

Today would be like one of thoose days a rembering things laughs,tears, fights. Very emotional for me i cried a lot. Don't you ever wish your life was like an anime? I do all the time. Things always seem to work out prefectly in the end. Me personally i would want to be in Ouran or Fruits Basket. I want life to be interesting and different yet i still want it all to work out in the end. maybe im planning to far ahead? Me personally im always scared of whats to come even if it turns out fine. But one of my most fearful things is that i would grow old alone. I'm terrfied. Am i not pretty? Appealing? NOt big enough boobs? cause in society today a lot of guys only care about that stuff. Now donm't get me wrong i kno not everyone is like that but i just want one person to prove me wrong because so far i've been right. I just want someone to like me for me . In my best times and my worst. With or without makeup. I just want someone to prove to me that there is such a thing as love. because right now i don't believe in it at all. Though i really want to be proven wrong.

...just a rant which is what i'll prob be doing most of the time...

my first post

ello, this everypne is my first post :O

right now im kinda bored and lonely :[

heres something from my journal that im gonna post for you guys . kinda personal but i like to express my feelings. ok so just to warn you the main point of all my diary slash journal entries for me is juat getting my feelings out......so i wrote this one night when i was feeling exceptionaly sad ....

You know those commericals, where the actor smiles so wide and cheeky that you know it must be fake?

Well apparently i'm better at the whole fake smile thing, don't get me wrong i mean sometimes thoose smiles are real. But my point is can you tell the difference from the real and the fake?

I bet you can't...no one has... no one makes an attempt, all they see is a smile and presume that nothing is wrong.

But, little do they know behind this imperfectly perfect smile is the broken, shattered, and tortured soul of the one whom has perfect this smile. The imperfectly perfect smile...

ta dah :] not the best but not the worst