...My life is like a sitcom at times...

Today would be like one of thoose days a rembering things laughs,tears, fights. Very emotional for me i cried a lot. Don't you ever wish your life was like an anime? I do all the time. Things always seem to work out prefectly in the end. Me personally i would want to be in Ouran or Fruits Basket. I want life to be interesting and different yet i still want it all to work out in the end. maybe im planning to far ahead? Me personally im always scared of whats to come even if it turns out fine. But one of my most fearful things is that i would grow old alone. I'm terrfied. Am i not pretty? Appealing? NOt big enough boobs? cause in society today a lot of guys only care about that stuff. Now donm't get me wrong i kno not everyone is like that but i just want one person to prove me wrong because so far i've been right. I just want someone to like me for me . In my best times and my worst. With or without makeup. I just want someone to prove to me that there is such a thing as love. because right now i don't believe in it at all. Though i really want to be proven wrong.

...just a rant which is what i'll prob be doing most of the time...