heey everyone, so today was first my first day of school. I found out that i had at least one friend in all of my classes so that was nice. But, this year like the rest I believe will probably be the same in relationships. I saw all these pretty girls and alot of guys checking them out. Im not pretty enough to compete with them. Though it makes me sad to go threw another year of this, (its the main reson im depressed half of the time). Some times i wish i was pretty like these other girls but at the same time i don't. Sure i want to have a boyfriend and be loved. Yet, I want it to last a while and i want them to like me for me not just looks. It hurts to not have had anyone for my 14 years of exsistence. I just want someone to hold me and prove me wrong to tell me im beutiful.