I'm like...ANGRY, Depressed and confused all at the same time right now...

I feel angry because of an issue that has lasted for too long. My extended family has held a grudge against my family for years...over something crazy mind you...but they refuse to drop it...to just let it die. I WANT to speak with my cousins again...but when I try to talk to them...I'm treated like I have the plague. I can't even get a single word out of them...it's like....I'm yelling into the silence...trying to find my echo and yet...it won't answer me.

What makes this whole thing even WORSE is....I didn't do anything wrong. It's not even between me and my cousins...it has to do with my parents and my uncles. That's why I'm depressed...it's like they can't even think for themselves...yet I keep hearing how much they WANT to talk with me. If you WANT to then FREAKIN do it....I can't last forever....I can only try so hard before I break you know?

I'm sorry everyone for crying on your shoulder...but I feel like if I don't let it out I'll burst. TT~TT

+-Kira-+