wHaT i FeEl DeEp InSiDe

i just found out that i still love him
the one who color my life
the one who made it music
the one who open my eyes
and pull me up in darkness
but now his far
no way to go near
and i feel so much fear
he might find someone else
without saying goodbye
and it hurts deep inside
i cry and cry
wasting my tears for someone
who really dont understands
i shed it every night
without any thinking that he is just now a part of my past life
why i dont understand? why i cant move on?
why i cant stop my heart of loving him?
and why i cant help myself on waiting for him? that someday he will say once again.. i love you?

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