Hello,I'm your typical anime,manga,video game and anything cute loving type of gal!!
I'm easy to get along with and I hope to see some of my old otaku buddies & some new otaku buddies!!
I don't post often,but I'll post when I can and feel free to take a look at my portfolio...I update it when I can!!
well thanks for dropping by!!^_^
yes I know I've been out of the otaku loop for a while,but with good reason!!
first off I've missed you guys and I got a job!!
on a bit of a downsider my relationship with Edward no longer exist!!
he said he wanted to date other women so we went our sperate ways and we were togther for 6 years!!
I was sad,but our relationship had been dwindling for sometime!!
I tried my best to patch our relationship,but all was for nothing because our feelings for another aren't as strong as they used to be and quite frankly he didn't want to have anything to do with me!!
so I think it's best that our relationship has ended and we did not part on bad terms so all is good!!
my friend Ibn has been a sweetheart through the whole ordeal doing everything in his power to cheer me up!!
we've went to the movies twice first time to see hellboy 2 and second time to the darknight!!
he's a very caring,loving sweet guy and I just adore him and last night he really suprised me...he came over to watch movies with me,we watched killer klowns from outerspace,american pyscho,old batman cartoons and azu manga daioh!! we also talked for hours he didn't leave my place until after 5 in the morning,but the real suprise is we were talking about relationships and I told him about some my past relationships and he told me about some of his and than he asked me what his chances were of being in a relationship with me and I told him they were fairly high because I think he's an awesome person and than he leaned over and said now don't bite me and than he kissed me!!
I was blushing like no tomorrow and I still am for that matter!!
I'm still all giddy and what not...he was real sweet and said he wasn't rushing me to be in another relationship that he wanted to take things slow,but he really liked me and that he had to tell me how he felt!!
I really like him too and I've never felt bubbley after a kiss before and I still feel that way even now!!
is it okay to feel this way??
he said he'd wait until I was ready that there was no rush that he just wanted to get his feelings out in the open!!
I had a crush on him when we first became friends but I didn't think I stood a chance...apparently I was wrong!!
I'M confused!!
I hope things have been going well for you guys...things seem to be brightnen up for me!!
take care and have fun!!HUGS!!^_^
Well for starters my Meme is in the hospital!!
her kidney was swollen and could have ruptured!!
they admitted her to hospital and I believe they have yet to find out why her kidney was swollen!!
I haven't had the chance to go visit her yet because my car won't make the trip to the hospital which is upsetting!!
I'm going to see when my mom is going to visit her and ride with her!!
hopefully the doctors will be able to find the cause and treat it and who knows maybe they'll find the cause to why as she keeps bleeding!!
aside from all that's going on with my meme things have been going well!!
I've been looking for a job with little to no success!!
theres nothing that pays well hiring at the moment which isn't good!!
I could get my job back at beef o bradeys,but for 4.65 an hour to be a waitresses slave and to do dishes ontop of that I think not!!
I've also been trying to find a new apartment and thats been just as good as the job hunt...no place will let me keep my kitties!!
well I'm off take care you guys and have fun!!TTYL!!HUGS!!^_^
Hello,yeah everytime I say I'm going to be back I never am!!
well how have all of you been?? Good I hope!!
I've been a rather busy woman!!
my meme(my grandmother) has to go to the hospital twice a week to get blood drawn and get her blood count checked since she keeps losing blood and the doctors have no clue as to why she loses soooo much blood!!
she's had over 60 pints of blood pumped into her body these past few months and everytime they think they've found the cause it turns out that it wasn't the cause and she's getting fed up with doctors!!
so I drive her to hospital and anywhere else she needs to go,because she doesn't like my papa(my grandfather) to take her to the doctor because he basically threatens the docotors which doesn't help and it stresses my meme out which isn't good either so I take her!!
the last time I took her to the doctor we sat there and they told her she had to start going to the hospital to have her blood drawn and blood count checked because their machines wouldn't read her blood...why it won't read her blood they didn't give us a reason...maybe it has to do with the number of transfusions that she has had,I don't know I'm no doctor!!
well after they told us that they called her back and the physicians assistent came in and took a look at her and she asked him a question and he told her that any questions she had to ask the doctor when he came in....well the doctor comes in outs his hand on her shoulder and asked her if she felt heathly and she said no and he was like oh ok and signed a paper and left and she didn't even get to ask him a question...personally I find that messed up,he was in the room for less than 2 minutes....the only thing he did was ask if she felt healthy and signed a paper and left,thats it!!
she seems to be doing better shes not as pale,but I can see as how this would be upsetting!! I was annoyed with the doctor that day just becasue the PA told her to save her questions for the doctor and he when he came in the door he was going out the door just as fast as he came in!!
my grandmother had leukemia and she survived that and now this!!
sorry for the rant,but I find this frustrating!!
in other news I'm trying to find me a new apartment,but trying to find a place where I can keep my kitties is a task in itself!!
I'll speak more of this in my next post!!
well I'm take care and have fun!!TTYL!!HUGS!!^_^
well,I haven't really messed around that much,but I'm finally through customizing my site!!
the introduction looked plain so I added a banner to take up some space and plus I wanted something anime related on my site!!
I'm happy with it so I'm through playing around with it for now!!
I hope everyones been doing alright!!
went to my otaku and read Lordsesshomaru's last post!!
it's sad to see him go!!
I'm going to go to dinner with my parents,but my dad is taking his sweet time and my moms pacing around going now he's talking to the neighbor and I'm hungry,I wanna eat!!
it's kinda funny watching my mom pace around in circles and wonder if my father is ever going to come in and get ready so we can go eat and shes starting to make strange noises!!
LoL,this is great,my dad just walked in the door and my mom was like I"M STARVING!!
my parents are a hoot!!
well,I guess I'm heading out...take care and have fun!!TTYL!!HUGS!!
Well,until I figure out version vibrant this is as good as it gets!!
Don't get me wrong,I like version vibrant and all,but I still have to get used to it and figure out how to work things!!
The new version has some spiffy features,but man oh man did it confuse me when I first got here!!
I was uploading some new wallpapers and it uploaded the same wallpaper 3 times and it took me 45 minutes to figure out how to delete two of the entries!!
Hopefully I'll learn the ropes and be able to figure everything out!!
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