Hi, I'm Apanda! This world will have updates about my life and stuffs. So yeah, it'll be pretty boring... Sorry. -_-
My Loveless name is Worthless.
1. lacking in usefulness or value; "a worthless idler" [ant: valuable]
2. morally reprehensible; "would do something as despicable as murder"; "ugly crimes"; "the vile development of slavery appalled them"; "a slimy little liar" [syn: despicable]
My fruit is mango: Though the outer rind is colourful and deeply hued,
Its kevlar-type resistance cannot be consumed. Deep underneath the reddish orange rind though, is so much soul and nutrient compassion.
My new favorit quote's:
1. “Love is something that you’d get hurt about. Getting hurt, feeling pain... if you don’t feel it, then that’s not love.”
2. "You can never have the same love twice. When one love ends... even if you fall in love with someone else...you can never have the same love again. Even love matures. Its like a flower. Cherish it while it blooms."
Quote by Nanba, from Hana-Kimi For you in full bloom.
3. "Pure love means loving only one woman. Shes the one you hold most precious. She's so dear to you that no other woman would even enter your field of vision."
Quote by Makoto, from W Juliet.
4. "Its like I'm always the only one in love here."
Quote by Yukari, from Paradise Kiss.
5. "Watch for that signal, when life as you know it ends."
Quote by Jerry, from P.S. I Love You.
And now here's a song From the new All American Rejects CD that i really like.
Ok so tonight at 12:01 The final book of the twilight series, Breaking Dawn, is coming out. they're even having a release party at 9:30 and everything. ^-^
so my mom said shes gonna drive me over there so i can get the book, so i probably not gonna sleep at all tonight, or at all until i finish it.
*squee*
i cant wait, ive been waiting for this book for so long.
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on the borders website they have a countdown thingy. it shows hours, minutes, seconds, and milliseconds. lol.
anyways, thats probably the only exciting thing thats gonna happen today so thats all...
Ok so i havent posted in a while, how has everyone been?
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ok so my mom and i just got into an argument, cause i got a job at white castel. (Yay!) and im supposed to be going to alabama to visit my dying grandma, and i forgot to tell them about it, so now shes freaking out... ok, i just talked to her some more. (she yelled at me) and i guess im staying here. but now shes pissed off at me, although she says shes not pissed shes just hurt cause i dont wanna see my grandma. i mean, i know it sounds cruel but i really dont wanna go. its a fucking 12 hour drive there and back, its hot as hell there, boring as hell, and i tend to gain weight when im there cause my grandma cooks enough for a freaking army, and if we dont eat it all then her feelings are hurt. SO FUCK! why the hell would anyone in there right mind wanna go. i get it, shes dying, im probably never gonna see her again, but i really dont care. i mean i care that shes dying, and i feel bad and all, but its not like seeing her is that big a deal. we just saw her at the begining of the summer. nothing new has happened... *sigh* this is so stupid, now i get to stay home, but i have to deal with my mom being a complete bitch for probably the whole time before she leaves, and maybe a week after she gets back. and shes making my aunt debbie stay here with me. and debbie can be really fun and nice sometimes, but she can also be a know it all bitch... and i was hoping to have some alone time, but she doesnt have a job so shes gonna be here all the fucking time. T-T god this sucks...
anyways, sorry for complaining to all of you. i guess ill just stop and talk about my past few days, with little to no detail.
ok so i saw aimee 2 more times with michelle, and over all it was good. there was a little bit of awkwardness, but it didnt last long. then i hung out with Justine today at her place her a while, then she came over to my place for a while. so yeah, that made me really happy. although now after all this shit with my mom im pretty depressed... god, sometimes i really hate my mom. i mean she can be nice, but sometimes shes just such a fucking bitch.
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ok i just talked to her some more. so i guess im gonna tell the people at work about it, but if they really need me there then ill stay, but if they're understanding and are ok with it, then i guess ill go... which sucks but whatever, i guess if it means shes not angry at me for a month then its worth a week in hell... and at least that way id get my tattoo. and the new twilight book thats coming out tomorrow at midnight that she said shed buy me... wow, im a heartless selfish bitch. my grandmas dying and all i care about is money a tattoo and a new book... Heh, i really am going to hell.
ok so my stupid cat woke me up at 5 something this morning, and i tried going back to sleep but i ended up just lying there for about an hour. then at 6 somethin i got up to go to the bathroom, then on my way back to bed i went to grab my cell to put it by my bed so when it rang i wouldnt have to get up. (cause i was expecting a call from Justine) but when i opened it, it wasnt charged at all. and i had it pluged in all freaking night. so i unpluged it to look at it, and it had been bitten in half... T-T so i freaked out and told my mom and she said shed drive me to walmart to get a new one once she was done with her morning stuffs. so while i waited i played with my chaos and i got the call from Justine so i talked to her for a bit. then i went to walmart, but they didnt have the right one. so i guess were gonna look at target, and best buy to see if they have it there.
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and yeah, now its 9:13 and im tired and bored as hell. i even took a shower to help wake me up, but it did NOTHING for me. >_<
anyways, today ive got a full day of stuff to do.
at 10 im supposed to go to Justines and then go to white castle, cause her mom said i should try to get a job there... im still trying to figure out why though. so im gonna fill out an ap. there. then i think Justine said we were gonna eat lunch, and then we were gonna head over to Aimees. and then, at 5:45 im going to see narnia with my aunt... so yeah, todays gonna be a busy day. and of course its the one day where im dead fucking tired. -_- figures...
