Hi, I'm Apanda! This world will have updates about my life and stuffs. So yeah, it'll be pretty boring... Sorry. -_-
My Loveless name is Worthless.
1. lacking in usefulness or value; "a worthless idler" [ant: valuable]
2. morally reprehensible; "would do something as despicable as murder"; "ugly crimes"; "the vile development of slavery appalled them"; "a slimy little liar" [syn: despicable]
My fruit is mango: Though the outer rind is colourful and deeply hued,
Its kevlar-type resistance cannot be consumed. Deep underneath the reddish orange rind though, is so much soul and nutrient compassion.
My new favorit quote's:
1. “Love is something that you’d get hurt about. Getting hurt, feeling pain... if you don’t feel it, then that’s not love.”
2. "You can never have the same love twice. When one love ends... even if you fall in love with someone else...you can never have the same love again. Even love matures. Its like a flower. Cherish it while it blooms."
Quote by Nanba, from Hana-Kimi For you in full bloom.
3. "Pure love means loving only one woman. Shes the one you hold most precious. She's so dear to you that no other woman would even enter your field of vision."
Quote by Makoto, from W Juliet.
4. "Its like I'm always the only one in love here."
Quote by Yukari, from Paradise Kiss.
5. "Watch for that signal, when life as you know it ends."
Quote by Jerry, from P.S. I Love You.
And now here's a song From the new All American Rejects CD that i really like.
Ok so ive gone from devistated, to sad, to depressed, to angry, and now im finally at my denial stage. which is good, cause at least now i can actually do things without crying.
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so yeah. todays been pretty boring. i finished uta kata, and now im waiting for step it up 2 to load. i found teeth on surfthechannel.com, but when you click on it it doesnt show up. so that sucks, i was really excited when i saw it and then it didnt even work. so i desided to watch the other movie instead, but its taking forever to load. guess ive never tried to load a whole movie on here before.
so yeah, this post is basically me wasting time while i wait for it to load.
Ok so my mom finally told me my punishment for what happened. im not aloud to get my tattoo or my license anymore. which is so fucking stupid. that added on to everything else that was already decided is just to much.
Yeah, so i screwed things up again... you'd think that after a while i would just stop, but no, i just keep fucking everything up.
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There must be something wrong with me. I'm so fucking stupid. I couldnt just... I'm such an idiot. Why do i have to mess everything up. Every fucking good thing that happens, i just have to ruin it...
I'm so fucking stupid... so fucking stupid.
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Whatever. I guess I'll get over it sooner or later. its really not that big of a deal i guess... I'll survive. Right? Everything will turn out in the end... right?
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Dammit. I'm so fucking stupid.
Sorry, you guys dont have to comment on this one. its mainly just for me. I gotta bring myself back down, or its just gonna hurt more. i gotta lower my confidence back down to the normal negative area. or I'm gonna do something stupid again.
OMG, home has never looked so good. I'm so glad to be home! home home home!
*lays down on floor and rubs carpet, then runs to bed and rubs that too*
lol
yeah the bed that i was sleeping on in alabama wasnt that great, although i shouldnt complain, cause i usually sleep on the couch... which really isnt that comfortable. -_-
anyways, now for info on my week and a half in alabama.
dun dun duuuuuun!
well i was never able to get my tattoo. my uncle davids house was flooded and they're going to be tearing it down, along with a lot of other peoples houses. so hes having a hard time, so he wasnt able to come to alabama at all. but he said that once he gets things settled i can go over there and we can both get our tattoos together. he said i should have it before school starts. ^_^
so that was kinda depressing, but im glad im still gonna get it.
i got 4 new manga books, but im to lazy to go find them and write down the names right now.
um, yeah thats really the only real news. mostly we cleaned and took care of the old people... i hate old people, even if they're related to me. they're just so boring, and they smell bad, and lots of other stuffs i wont get into.
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Hm, yeah, now im really bored. i was hoping to see or at least talk to Justine when i got back but she didnt pick up the phone. T-T
