"Crystal Ball"
Drinking wine and thinking bliss, is on the other side of this
I just need a compass and a willing accomplice
All my doubts that fill my head are skidding up and down again
Up and down and round again, down and up and round again.
Oh, I've had my chances and I've taken them all.
Just to end up right back here on the floor.
To end up right back here in on the floor.
Pennies in a well, a million dollars in the fountain of a hotel.
Fortune teller that says maybe you will go to hell.
But I'm not scared at all...hmm hmm hmm hmm hmm
The cracks in the crystal, the cracks in the crystal ball.
Sometimes you think everything is wrapped inside a diamond ring
Love just needs a witness and a little forgivness
And a halo of patience and a less sporadic pace and
I'm learning to be brave in my beautiful mistakes.
Oh I've felt that fire and I've been burned
But I wouldn't trade the pain for what I've learned
I wouldn't trade the pain for what I've learned.
Pennies in a well, a million dollars in the fountain of a hotel.
Fortune teller that says maybe you will go to hell.
But I'm not scared at all...hmm hmm hmm hmm hmm
Of the cracks in the crystal, the cracks in the crystal ball.
Irony, irony, this hate and love, hate and love
What it does to me, what it's done to me.
What is done...done
Pennies in a well, a million dollars in the fountain of a hotel.
Broken mirrors and a black cats cold stare,
Walk under ladders on my way to hell, I'll meet you there.
But I'm not scared at all, hmm...I'm not scared at all.
Bout the cracks in the crystal, the cracks in the crystal ball
yeah just a heads up, this one was supposed to be the sex scene but it actually doesnt get there yet... -_- sorry, the next chapter i promise. theres no way for me to put it off any longer.
Kanade: Groans… looks around… sigh… “I fell asleep at my desk…” the blanket slips off as she slowly gets up. “Ow, owowow, now I’m all stiff…” she looks at the blanket then looks at Yukino and smiles. “Thanks Yuki chan.” She walks over to where her sister is sleeping and bends down over her. (I really want to kiss you right now…) She leans down closer, then shakes her head and walks to the door. Sigh (I’m gonna go take a cold shower…)
Yukino: Zzzz
(A few hours later)
Yukino: “Kana chan?” She says as she wipes the sleep out of her eyes. “What time is it?”
Kanade: Sitting at her desk doing homework. “Mm, its almost noon…”
Yukino: “Eh?” She quickly sits up in bed. “Why didn’t you wake me up Kana chan?”
Kanade: … “I didn’t know you wanted me to get you up.” She says while chewing on the end of her pencil. “Did you have plans or something?”
Yukino: Stares at Kanade for a moment… “No, but I didn’t want to waste my day sleeping.” She gets up and hugs Kanade. “I wanted to spend time with you.” She whispers into her sisters’ ear.
Kanade: Blushes “Mm, sorry Yuki chan… I didn’t know.”
Yukino: Sigh… “Well that’s ok.” She says as she lets go of Kanade and sits at her desk facing her. “We can hang out now right?”
Kanade: “…”
Yukino: “…Right Kana chan?” She says smiling.
Kanade: “Actually, I still have a lot of homework to do…”
Yukino: “…”
Kanade: “Sorry, I know I’m ruining our break.”
Yukino: “No, its ok, its not your fault you have all this homework.” She says as she turns to face forward.
Kanade: “Yeah…”
Yukino: “…”
Kanade: Writing…
Yukino: “Um… When did you want to try drawing me again? She asks glancing at her sister.
Kanade: “… Actually I was thinking about drawing something else.” She says while continuing to write.
Yukino: “Oh…”
Kanade: “Sorry, I’m just feeling really weird lately…”
Yukino: “…”
Kanade: “Yuki chan…?”
Yukino: “…yeah?”
Kanade: “Are you mad at me?” Kanade asks, finally dropping her pencil…
Yukino: “Oh course I’m not mad at you Kana chan.” She says while turning to look at her. “Why would I be mad at you?”
Kanade: “…”
Yukino: “Kana chan?”
Kanade: “Sorry…”
Yukino: Gets up and hugs her sister.
Kanade: Reluctantly turns toward her sister and wraps her arms around her, pressing her face into Yukino’s chest. “I’m sorry Yuki chan.”
Yukino: Petting her head. “What are you so sorry about? Its fine if you don’t want to draw me… I know it’s a pain cause I move so much.”
Kanade: Shakes head…
Yukino: “Hm?”
Kanade: Pulls away and shakes her head. “No, that’s not it…” She says turning away from Yukino.
Yukino: “… then what is it Kana chan? What’s wrong?”
Kanade: Looks at the floor and shakes her head.
Yukino: Sigh… “How am I supposed to help you if I don’t know what’s wrong Kana chan?” She says while kneeling down so she can look Kanade in the eyes.
Kanade: “You can’t help me… I’m a horrible sister.”
Yukino: “…”
Kanade: Begins to cry…
Yukino: Stands up and starts unbuttoning her shirt.
Kanade: Not realizing what her sister is doing continues to cry…
Yukino: Tosses her shirt to the floor and starts taking off her pajama pants.
Kanade: Opens her eyes and sees Yukino’s shirt on the floor… “Yuki chan, what are you-” She stops mid sentence as Yukino’s pants fall to the floor.
Yukino: Steps forward and embraces her confused sister. “If you’re a horrible sister… Then I am too.” She says while finally breaking down into tears too.
Kanade: In a state of shock, Kanade slowly returns her sisters embrace. (What’s going on? What is she saying?)
Yukino: Sobs
Kanade: (Crap…what do I do now?) Kanade slowly starts to come back to her senses. (Yuki chans’ so warm) she says while gripping Yukino tighter.
Yukino: “I love you Kana chan! You idiot! I love you so much… She tightens her grip on Kanade and starts sobbing harder.
Kanade: “Yuki chan…?” She moves her hands to her sister’s shoulders and pulls her away so she can see her face. “Yuki chan! Really?”
Yukino: Sobbing… “Why does loving each other make us horrible sisters? What’s so wrong with it?”
Kanade: “Eh… I don’t know… I guess I just… I thought you would be disgusted with me for liking you… I thought you’d hate me.”
Yukino: “I could never hate you Kana chan. I love you. I’ve always loved you.” She says looking her sister in the eyes.
Kanade: “But… we’re sisters…” She says looking at the floor again.
Yukino: “So? Why does that matter?” Yukino says as she lifts her sister’s face, keeping her hands on her cheeks. “We can’t help what we feel. No one can fault us for loving, for feeling… Nobody has control over that stuff. Right?”
Kanade: Stares at her sister and slowly starts to nod…
Yukino: Yukino smiles gently and leans down and kisses Kanade.
Kanade: “!”
Yukino: Leans back and grins at Kanade.
Kanade: Kanade, not breaking eye contact with her sister, pinches herself.
Yukino: Giggles
Kanade: “This isn’t a dream?”
Yukino: “No Kana chan… This is for real.” She says as she leans down and kisses sister again, this time sliding her tongue past her sister’s lips.
Kanade: “Mmm…” Kanade slowly pulls away. “I love you Yuki chan”
Yukino: “I love you to Kana chan…” She says while trailing her hands down the front of Kanade’s shirt. “Now how about we get you out of these clothes…”
Hope you like em.
Chapter 2: Dream
“Kana chan… can I?”
“Can you what, Yuki chan?”
“Can I touch you?” She frees one of her wrists and slides it down the front of Kanade’s shirt.
“Uh, Yuki chan!”
“Its ok, right Kana chan?” she says as she slides her hand under Kanade’s jeans. “You like this right?” She looks up at Kanade’s face. “This is what you want right?”
“Uh,” Kanade blushes and squirms when she feels Yukino’s hand slip into her panties.
“Kana chan!”
“Huh?” She looks at Yukino’s face.
“Its time to wake up Kana chan.”
“Wha?”
Yukino: “Kana chan… Kana chaaan!”
Kanade: “Hmm?”
Yukino: “Wake up Kana chan!”
Kanade: Kanade slowly opens her eyes and looks up at her sister. “Huh?”
Yukino: “I said its time to wake up sleepy head. This isn’t like you, usually you’re the one waking me up.” She grins and pokes Kanade’s cheek. “Lets go get breakfast Kana chan.”
Kanade: Kanade lies there for a few more moments, then rubs her eyes and looks at Yukino. (Damn… it was just a dream). “Sorry, sorry, I’ll get up now Yuki chan.”
Yukino: “Yay! Lets go to that fancy restaurant by the school ok? Please, they’re desserts look sooo good.”
Kanade: Kanade reaches up and pinches Yukino’s cheek.
Yukino: “Ow! Ow ow ow ow ow! Kana chaaan.”
Kanade: “dessert is not for breakfast Yuki chan.” Kanade says in a stern voice, but then smiles and lets Yukino’s cheek go.
Yukino: Yukino pouts and rubs her sore cheek. “But Kana chan.”
Kanade: “No buts. Pick somewhere with something healthy to eat. If you keep eating all those sweets your gonna get fat.”
Yukino: Yukino pouts and walks to the door. “Fine, I’ll meet you out front.” Then she runs out the door.
Kanade: “…” Sigh. “Crap, I made her mad at me.”
(Ten minutes later)
Kanade: “Yuki chan, I’m ready, lets go.” She walks over to her angry sister and grabs her hand, but Yukino doesn’t react at all.
Yukino: “…”
Kanade: Sigh… “Hey Yuki chan, how about we go to that restaurant for our date? It’ll be my treat, and you can buy all the sweets you want.”
Yukino: “…”
Kanade: “Yuki chan?”
Yukino: “But then I’ll get fat right…” Pouts
Kanade: “Uh…” Sigh, “You know I didn’t mean that Yuki chan. And even if you were fat you know I’d still love you right?” She laces her fingers through Yukinos’ and leans on her.
Yukino: “…”
Kanade: “Aw, come on Yuki chan, I’m sorry. Really I am.”
Yukino: Giggles.
Kanade: “Eh? Are you laughing at me?”
Yukino: “Hahaha, sorry, I couldn’t help it.” Giggles “Your so cute when your all flustered like that.”
Kanade: “… So your not mad at me?”
Yukino: “Of course not, I knew you were kidding, I just wanted to mess with you a little.” Yukino grins.
Kanade: “…” Grips hand tighter
Yukino: “Uh, Kana chan? My hand hurts…”
Kanade: “Hehehe, that’s cause I’m squeezing it reeeally hard.”
Yukino: “Uh… I’m sorry Kana chan, I wont do it again.”
Kanade: Loosens grip and smiles at Yukino. “So where do you want to get breakfast?”
Yukino: She looks at Kanade for a moment open mouthed, then regains her senses. “I don’t know… Where do you want to go?”
Kanade: “Hm, I guess we could just go to the usual place…”
Yukino: “Ok, as long as I’m with you Kana chan then anywhere’s fine with me.”
Kanade: Blushes
Yukino: Grins
(Later that evening)
Yukino: “Kana chan? Do you wanna try drawing me now?”
Kanade: Kanade blushes as the memory of yesterday fills her mind. “Um… sure… but you have to be serious this time, ok?”
Yukino: “Hahaha” Yukino walks over to where Kanade is sitting and hugs her from behind. “Did last night freak you out that much?” She says with a giggle in her voice.
Kanade: “No… I wasn’t freaked out at all.” She says grumbling.
Yukino: “Hahaha, you’re so cute Kana chan.” She says as she hugs Kanade tighter.
Kanade: “Uh!” (I can feel her breasts on my back.) “Yuki chan?”
Yukino: “Yes Kana chan?” She says in a confused voice.
Kanade: “Can I… Can you?”
Yukino: Yukino slowly lets go of Kanade and looks her in the eyes. “Can I what?”
Kanade: Blushes
Yukino: “Kana chan?”
Kanade: “I… I think we should sleep separately for a while. I just…”
Yukino: “What! Did I do something wrong Kana chan?”
Kanade: “No! You didn’t do anything wrong Yuki chan. Its just…(there’s something wrong with me)… its just I think I’m sick. Yeah, that’s it; I think I have a cold or something, and I don’t want you to catch it.
Yukino: “… But, you seemed fine today.”
Kanade: “Yeah, I know, but its just hitting me now, and I really don’t want you to catch it.”
Yukino: “…”
Kanade: “I’m sorry Yuki chan, I really just don’t want you to catch it.”
Yukino: “Ok…”
Kanade: “Yuki chan?”
Yukino: “I’ll take the top bunk ok. You just go to bed now and get some rest ok Kana chan?”
Kanade: “Yeah… yeah you’re right, I’ll just go to bed now, and I’ll be better tomorrow.” She says as she lies down on the bottom bunk.
Yukino: Leans over and tucks her in. “Yeah, goodnight Kana chan.”
Kanade: “Goodnight Yuki chan…” (I’m a horrible sister…I can’t believe I feeling this way towards Yuki chan, she’s my sister.) “ I love you…”
Chapter 3: Not so horrible
*Bizz bizz bizz bizz biz- click*
Kanade: Stretches… “Yuki chan…? Hey Yuki chan!” Gets up and looks at the top bunk and finds it empty. “Uh…”
Yukino: “Ah, Kana chan!” Yukino opens the door, surprised to find Kanade out of bed.
Kanade: Sigh, “Yuki chan, don’t scare me like that.”
Yukino: Smiles “Heh, sorry Kana chan. I thought I’d run to the store real fast and grab you some soup since your not feeling well.” She says as she puts the container of microwave able soup on her desk and then walks over to Kanade touching her forehead to Kanades forehead. “Hm… you don’t feel warm…”
Kanade: Blushes and quickly pulls away from her sister. “Uh, yeah… I’m feeling much better now.” Smiles awkwardly and moves toward the soup. “Thanks for the soup Yuki chan, I’ll go heat it up real fast and be right back.” Runs out the door.
Yukino: “Uh… I could have heated it up for you…” She whispers to herself as she plops down in her chair.
Kanade: Sigh… (I cant keep avoiding her, she’s gonna figure out that something’s wrong…) She walks into the dorm kitchen area and heads for the microwave. (And she’s gonna insist on sleeping together tonight…what to do, what to do.) She sticks her soup in the microwave and sets the time… sigh (If only I could stop thinking about her like this…I bet if she knew she’d hate me…)
*Ding*
Kanade: Grabs soup and a spoon and heads back to her room. (I’m just gonna have to act normal…yeah, just act like nothings wrong.) She opens the door and heads straight to her desk without making eye contact with Yukino. (Just act normal…)
Yukino: “Kana cha-”
Kanade: “I’m gonna be working on homework all day… so uh, I don’t know. Just do whatever ok Yuki chan.” Gives Yukino a small smile and quickly starts rummaging through her bag.
Yukino: “…ok then.”
Kanade: “…”
Yukino: “Then I’m gonna go out for a while… I’ll be back later tonight ok?”
Kanade: “Yeah, sure… I’ll see you later tonight then.”
Yukino: Grabs some stuff then heads for the door. “Bye Kana chan…”
Kanade: Gives a quick wave “Bye Yuki chan.”
Yukino: Walks out the door, shuts it, but then stays by the door.
Kanade: Kanade stops looking through her bag and sighs… “I’m a horrible sister…” (so much for acting normal.)
Yukino: Walks away from the door.
(Later when Yukino comes home)
Yukino: “Kana chan… I’m home!” She says as she opens the door smiling.
Kanade: Asleep at her desk with the full bowl of soup sitting there.
Yukino: Sigh… “Oh Kana chan.” She walks over to her sister and whispers. “If you’re a horrible sister… then I am too.” She leans over and kisses Kanade’s head, then grabs the cold soup and throws it away. “I wish you’d just come out and say it Kana chan…” She grabs a blanket and wraps it around Kanades shoulders, then crawls into bed herself. “Goodnight Kana chan… I love you.”
Kanade: Zzzz
im trying to write a yuri fanfic... heres the first chapter.
Chapter 1: The Art Assignment
“Aw… I can’t believe they gave me this much homework over the break.”
“Hahaha, yeah you’ve got the worst luck… but what about our date Kana chan?”
“Hm, I dunno, we might still have time for it. I just gotta figure out what to draw for my art class…”
“Um, Kana chan?”
“Hm?”
“Why don’t you draw me?”
“… But I thought you didn’t like posing for me, you always complain about having to stay still for so long.”
“Yeah, but if it means we can still go on our date, then I’d do it for you…”
“Ah,” blushes “well uh, ok. I guess that would help on time. But Yuki chan, are you sure you’re ok with this?”
“Well… You could give me a few snacks? That would be nice.” Smiles
… Sigh, “Yeah, I could give you snacks.”
“Yay! Can we go get them now? Please?”
“No way! If I get them for you now then all my pictures will be full of you eating.”
Pouts
“…”
Sniffles
“… Fine, I’ll get you one snack now, but that’s it, and your not aloud to eat it while I’m drawing you.”
“Yay! Thank you Kana chan!” Hugs “I love you Kana chan.”
“Yeah yeah… You love your snakes more.”
“What’d you say Kana chan.”
“Uh, nothing, nothing.”
(Back at they’re dorm)
“So how do you want me to pose Kana chan?”
“Um…”
“I don’t know, just uh, make sure your comfortable I guess.” Turns to get her sketchbook
“How about this?” She unbuttons her shirt and lays down on they’re bed
Turns and drops her sketchbook “Uh, Yuki chan… I think that’s a little… uh.”
“Hahaha, aw, your so red Kana chan.” Pulls out cell phone and quickly takes a picture
Blushes even more “Hey don’t take a picture! Delete it, delete it Yuki chan!”
“Hahaha, I’m sending it to Sai chan. She’s gonna love it.”
“No!” Kana grabs Yuki’s wrists and pins them to the bed
“…”
“Um, Kana chan?” She looks at how close they are and blushes
Breaths deeply “Don’t send that to her, please Yuki chan.” She rests her head on her shoulder “Please don’t send it.”
“… Ok. I wont send it. But I’m not gonna delete it. It’s cute.”
“Heh, Ok, that’s fine.”
“…”
“…”
“Um, Kana chan?”
“Yeah?”
“Can I?” Blushes
Kanade lifts her head and looks at her sister “Can you what?”
“Um,” She wriggles a little and turns her head
“…”
“Can I eat my snack now?”
“…”
“…”
“Oh! Um, sure, yeah, just uh…” Starts getting off Yukino, but stops when she realizes her shirt is wide open and she can see her breasts
“…”
“…”
“Kana chan?”
“Uh,” She looks up at her sisters confused expression “Right! Uh,” She gets off of her and goes to get Yuki’s snack, now even redder then before
“Um, here, your banana cake right?”
“Yeah,” Blushes “thanks Kana chan.”
“Uh yeah, no problem…”
Kanade turns and sits at her desk, and starts flipping through her sketchbook
Yukino gets off the bed and sits at her desk right next to Kana’s and starts eating her snack
“…”
“…”
(Five minutes later)
“Kana chan?”
“Hm?”
“You wanna draw me now?”
“Mm, maybe tomorrow… I’m gonna do some of my other homework first.”
“…”
“…”
“Ok…”
yeah... i suck
Farewell to all those pretty words
And unbelievable promises
Farewell to a happy life together
Farewell to loving me forever
Farewell to turnabout
And prom in our pink tux and dress
Farewell to ACEN
To dancing at the rave together
Farewell to our friendship
And all those happy times
Farewell to that one joyous night
You know the night I’m talking about
Farewell to you
Farewell at last
