Hi, I'm Apanda! This world will have updates about my life and stuffs. So yeah, it'll be pretty boring... Sorry. -_-
My Loveless name is Worthless.
1. lacking in usefulness or value; "a worthless idler" [ant: valuable]
2. morally reprehensible; "would do something as despicable as murder"; "ugly crimes"; "the vile development of slavery appalled them"; "a slimy little liar" [syn: despicable]
My fruit is mango: Though the outer rind is colourful and deeply hued,
Its kevlar-type resistance cannot be consumed. Deep underneath the reddish orange rind though, is so much soul and nutrient compassion.
My new favorit quote's:
1. “Love is something that you’d get hurt about. Getting hurt, feeling pain... if you don’t feel it, then that’s not love.”
2. "You can never have the same love twice. When one love ends... even if you fall in love with someone else...you can never have the same love again. Even love matures. Its like a flower. Cherish it while it blooms."
Quote by Nanba, from Hana-Kimi For you in full bloom.
3. "Pure love means loving only one woman. Shes the one you hold most precious. She's so dear to you that no other woman would even enter your field of vision."
Quote by Makoto, from W Juliet.
4. "Its like I'm always the only one in love here."
Quote by Yukari, from Paradise Kiss.
5. "Watch for that signal, when life as you know it ends."
Quote by Jerry, from P.S. I Love You.
And now here's a song From the new All American Rejects CD that i really like.
well, just incase everyone doesnt know, im in alabama right now. -_-
im at the library. (my grandparents dont have a computer)
and yeah, im REALLY bored. and my grandma wrote out a whole page of chores she wants us to do while were down here.
so yeah.
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I WANNA GO HOME!
im sleeping in my grandmas jesus room. (yeah, she has a jesus room) theres like 5 pictures of him in there and its just creepy. cause there all just staring at me. T-T i think she put me in there on purpose.
and im sleeping on an airbed thingy. which would usually be fine, but its on the floor and im just freaking out about spiders and stuff, cause the ones down here are HUGE and poisonus. o_o
somebody save me... please.
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oh, they also have a dog. and shes so cute, but i cant get within a foot of her or ill start getting all itchy and stuff.
T-T
it sucks.
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Oh yeah, i havent told you all about what happened to my computer yet. lol, i killed it. if you read my last post, you know that i spent the other day drunk and watching hentai. (which was great by the way) and i guess i just wasnt being carefull enough cause i got some kind of virus on it... so yeah. im just hoping that they cant go back and find out what i was looking at. cause i did the whole delete cookies thing and clear history and stuffs.
so yeah.
its going to be a while before we get our computer working again. so no fast internet for me no mores.
T-T
oh well, its my fault.
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you know what, just being on this computer right now posting almost makes me feel like im back home. but then i look around and theres old people everywhere.
O_O
Wahhh.
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Um... yeah i think thats it.
im actually kinda stuck here for a while cause they just dropped me off and left... so ill probably go PM peoples or something.
Hi everybody, i think im finally back to normal now.
So yay!
^_^
Um... ok so now for doctor visit news.
*ahem*
well its not re-fracturedm, so yay for that. but there is something wrong with it. (they said this really long weird name that i cant remember... sorry) it has something to do with the ligaments being loose, and he said i'll probably have arthritus when im older. (it runs in the family too) so that really sucks. but i probably wont have to experience that cause i is plannin on dying before then anyways.
^_^
But yeah, i have to go to physical therapy so i can strangthen my left wrist cause im a weakling. -_- the only reason my right ones ok is because im right handed so i use it more, so its stronger. *sigh* and it probably doesnt help that i fractured the left one a few years ago.
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Anyways, now for good news.
Justine might be sleeping over at my place tomorrow.
YAY!
me is excited, although im not sure what were going to do...
o_o
oh well, we'll think of something.
Hm, what else?
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Oh, why doesnt anybody comment on my music world thingy? does anybody even go there, cause if nobody does then ill just get rid of it and start posting my lyrics here with my normal posts like i did before.
well today im not at school, cause i gots to go see a doctor about my messed up wrist. i think i re-fractured it, although im not sure how. its been in constant pain for the past 2 weeks so im hoping the doc can figure out whats up cause its starting to get annoying. i cant lift anything more then like 5 pounds, and i cant push with it. (like pushing open doors and stuffs.)
So yeah, ill let everybody know what happens with it tomorrow.
^_^
and other then that im good. my mood isnt completely happy yet, but im getting there. id say i should be back to normal by tomorrow. if not i apologize, no one likes a moody Apanda.
Yeah ive been feeling kinda off sense friday and it hasnt really gone away yet. actually, it seems to be getting worse... so yeah, if anyone notices that im acting weird, thats it. and its one of those things i just have to talk myself out of, so there really isnt anything that anyone can do other then just act normal, like, it doesnt help if im depressed and then other people decide to be depressed because im depressed. if that makes sense...
o_o
Hm, now for other news.
well i was never able to watch anything "dirty" this weekend. Fluffy gave me some sites but i was kinda freaking out while trying to find just girls, cause they're were penis' EVERYWHERE!!! so i just gave up on that and watched some cutesy stuff on youtube. -_-
