Hi, I'm Apanda! This world will have updates about my life and stuffs. So yeah, it'll be pretty boring... Sorry. -_-

My Loveless name is Worthless.
1. lacking in usefulness or value; "a worthless idler" [ant: valuable]
2. morally reprehensible; "would do something as despicable as murder"; "ugly crimes"; "the vile development of slavery appalled them"; "a slimy little liar" [syn: despicable]

My fruit is mango: Though the outer rind is colourful and deeply hued,
Its kevlar-type resistance cannot be consumed. Deep underneath the reddish orange rind though, is so much soul and nutrient compassion.

My new favorit quote's:

1. “Love is something that you’d get hurt about. Getting hurt, feeling pain... if you don’t feel it, then that’s not love.”

2. "You can never have the same love twice. When one love ends... even if you fall in love with someone else...you can never have the same love again. Even love matures. Its like a flower. Cherish it while it blooms."
Quote by Nanba, from Hana-Kimi For you in full bloom.

3. "Pure love means loving only one woman. Shes the one you hold most precious. She's so dear to you that no other woman would even enter your field of vision."
Quote by Makoto, from W Juliet.

4. "Its like I'm always the only one in love here."
Quote by Yukari, from Paradise Kiss.

5. "Watch for that signal, when life as you know it ends."
Quote by Jerry, from P.S. I Love You.

And now here's a song From the new All American Rejects CD that i really like.

good song

the actual video wouldnt work so i was stuck with this one. but the actual video is pretty good so go check it out. ^^

i just really like the part where it says: "I know that I’ve got issues, But you’re pretty messed up too"

My back is killing me

ok so me and my mom moved around the furniture in my room, and now my back is in so much pain its not even funny. T-T

i cant sit, lie down, stand, or bend over without it hurting. so basically its always hurting...

and i have no pain meds cause my mom hid them, cause shes afraid im gonna try and over dose on them. >_<

damn her!

*sigh*

and i guess thats all ive gots to say.

later

Disturbed

"Mistress"

My Mistress

I stand on the brink of your mind
Living inside a nightmare from which
I just cannot awaken
Stand on the edge of your life
Just give me another moment
From which I will never awaken

Stand on the brink of my own demise
Fallen again for another
Mistress of burden
To idolize
Hoping that one of them will decide
To let me in

My Mistress

To stand on the edge of the knife
Cutting through the nightmare from which
I just cannot awaken
Stand on the edge of the night
Living inside a moment
From which I will never awaken

Stand on the brink of my own demise
Fallen again for another
Mistress of burden
To idolize
Hoping that one of them will decide
To let me in

Look at what you've done to me
You've become my enemy
Poisoning the world for me
Take away my everything
Weakened as I am

Never awaken

Stand on the brink of my own demise
Fallen again for another
Mistress of burden
To idolize
Hoping that one of them will decide
To let me in

My Mistress
Decide to let me in

My Mistress
Decide to let me in

yeah, its been like months since i last listened to them and then i listened to them today. ^^

I'm lovin this song and anime

*sigh*

im pretty sure its gonna end bad...

and the seen with the pocky made me think of justine... and that in turn made me have a crying fit... -_-

so i love this video, and i hate this video.

hope you all enjoy it.

Blah

"Love remains the same"

1000 times I've seen you standing
Gravity like lunar landing
You make me wanna run till I find you
I shut the world away from here
I drift to you, you're all I hear
As everything we know fades to black

Half the time the world is ending
Truth is I am done pretending

I never thought that I
Had anymore to give
You're pushing me so far
Here I am without you
Drink to all that we have lost
Mistakes we have made
Everything will change
But,love remains the same

I find a place where we escape
Take you with me for the space
The city buzz sounds just like a fridge
I walk the streets through 7 bars
I have to find just where you are
The faces seem to blur
They're all the same

Half the time the world is ending
Truth is I am done pretending

I never thought that I
Had anymore to give
You're pushing me so far
Here I am without you
Drink to all that we have lost
Mistakes we have made
Everything will change
But love remains the same

So much more to say
So much to be done
Don't you trick me out
We shall overcome
It's all left still to play

We - we could have had the sun
Could have been inside
Instead we're over here

Half the time the world is ending
Truth is I am done pretending
Too much time too long defending
You and I are done pretending

I never thought that I
Had anymore to give
You're pushing me so far
Here I am without you
Drink to all that we have lost
Mistakes we have made
Everything will change
Everything will change

I, oh I,
I wish this could last forever
I, oh I,
as if this could last forever

Love remains the same
Love remains the same

Ok so this song is playing CONSTANTLY at white castle... and i like it, but it just depresses me. T-T