"Shattered"
In a way, I need a change
From this burnout scene
Another time, another town, another everything
But it's always back to you
Stumble out in the night
From the pouring rain
Made the block, sat and thought
There's more I need
It's always back to you
But I'm good without ya
Yeah I'm good without you
Yeah, yeah, yeah
How many times can I break til I shatter?
Over the line, can't define what I'm after
I always turn the car around
Give me a break; let me make my own pattern
All that it takes is some time
But I'm shattered
I always turn the car around
I had no idea that the night
Would take so damn long
Took it out, on the street
While the rain still falls
Push me back to you
But I'm good without ya
Yeah I'm good without you
Yeah, yeah, yeah
How many times can I break til I shatter?
Over the line, can't define what I'm after
I always turn the car around
Give me a break; let me make my own pattern
All that it takes is some time
But I'm shattered
I always turn the car around
Give it up, give it up Baby
Give it up, give it up now, now
How many times can I break til I shatter?
Over the line, can't define what I'm after
I always turn the car around
All that I feel is the realness I'm faking
Taking my time
But its time that I'm wasting
I always turn the car around
How many times can I break til I shatter?
Over the line, can't define what I'm after
I always turn the car around
Don't wanna turn that car around
I gotta turn this thing around
"Sick Hearts"
Call this a mask, call me strong;
Call me a mess, call me wrong.
'Cause sick hearts do fine
With wasting their time.
(Yeah!)
Make up two words on the spot for the moment,
Acting like it's what you meant to say.
Calling to angels, gets lonesome,
when you don't believe they exist anyway.
I'd rather shut my eyes...
Call this a mask, call me strong;
Call me a mess, call me wrong.
'Cause sick hearts do fine
With wasting their time.
(Wasting time, wasting time)
Aching my head like it's the weight of the world,
And it seems I forgot how to smile (forgot how to..)
Make friends with the devil, it's dangerous sad
That I don't really have any friends
(Don't have a friend)
I'd rather shut my eyes...
Call this a mask, call me strong;
Call me a mess, call me wrong.
''Cause sick hearts do fine
With wasting their time.
Call me a boy 'til I've learned ('til I've learned)
Call me the bird or the worm.
''Cause sick hearts do fine
With wasting their...
There's so much left to see,
But I'd rather shut my eyes.
I don't know what's come over me,
But I'd rather shut my eyes.
There's so much that I could see
But I'd rather shut my eyes,
I'd rather shut my eyes (Rather shut my...)
I'd rather shut my eyes.
Call this a mask, call me strong;
Call me a mess, call me wrong.
'Cause sick hearts do fine
With wasting their time.
Call me a boy 'til I've learned ('til I've learned)
Call me the bird or the worm.
'Cause sick hearts do fine with wasting their time (Wasting time)
With wasting their time.
"It Could Be A Good Excuse"
Blind on a ledge, not a thing, not a...
Road of broken heart, not a thing. Not at at all.
You know...
Of things we hear, nothing's there.. nothing.
She said "Why do you watch me?" said 'why?'
You know..
Maybe a good excuse not to give a fuck. But I... Care. For You. Said alright. Could be a good excuse.
Full of love, just returned, just when..
You lied, it hurt and your pride... your pride.
Hurt. Pride.
And it is... not a thing...not a...you. It hurt. Nothing. And me. It is...these games.. are nothing.
Maybe a good excuse not to give a fuck. But I... But I... But I... But I... But I don't want you. And don't want me. These. games. are nothing.
"Pain"
Fade away
So you don’t make a scene
close your mouth and try keeping it closed forever
Afraid of what you are
Afraid of how you
Learn to close your mouth and try keeping it closed forever
If you had the mind to just check out
Its something better that nothing
I’m not the type to scream and shout
(yeah)
Pain
In pains me just to see you with
rather be lost in a river without you
Pain, pain, pain.
You made your point
You don’t know what to say
close your mouth and try keeping it closed forever
You never come so close
You never got this far
You close your mouth and try keeping it closed forever
If you had the mind to just check out
Its something better that nothing
I’m not the type to scream and shout
(yeah)
Pain
In pains me just to see you with
rather be lost in a river without you
Pain, pain, pain.
shamed of what you are and what you been
It must be hard living tired in your shoes
Shame, shame, shame
Shame, shame, shame
So cry bad day
Grey clouds, black haze
So sure the sun could collapse your ways
So cry bad day
(So cry bad day)
So cry bad day
(So cry bad day)
[X2]
Pain
In pains me just to see you with
rather be lost in a river without you
Pain, pain, pain.
shamed of what you are and what you been
It must be hard living tired in your shoes
Shame, shame, shame
Shame, shame, shame
Pain
Keep your mouth closed [x6]
and now for a good old one.
"Yesterday's Feelings"
Close my eyes and move to the back of my mind
Where worries are washed out to sea
See the changes, people's faces blurred out
Like the sun spots or raindrops
Now all those feelings, those yesterdays feelings will all be lost in time
but today I've wasted away for today is on my mind
Left the only worries I had in my hands
Away from the light in my eyes
Holding tight and try not to hide how I feel
'Cause feelings mean nothing now
All those feelings, those yesterdays feelings will all be lost in time
but today I've wasted away for today is on my mind
(yeah today is on my mind)
Now I can't care to worry
I'm feeling so lonely
Breaking apart all this love in my heart
Close my eyes and move to the back of my mind
Where feelings mean nothing now
All those feelings, those yesterdays feelings will all be lost in time (all be lost in time)
But today I've wasted away for today is on my mind
for today is on my mind
yeah today is on my mind
Now I can't care to worry
I'm feeling so lonely
Breaking apart all this love in my heart
Later...
"Never let this go"
Maybe if my heart stops beating
It won't hurt this much
And never will I have to answer
Again to anyone
Please don't get me wrong
Because I'll never let this go
But I can't find the words to tell you
I don't want to be alone
But now I feel like I don't know you
One day you'll get sick of
saying that everything's alright
And by then I'm sure I'll be pretending
Just like I am tonight
Please don't get me wrong
Because I'll never let this go
But I can't find the words to tell you
I don't want to be alone
But now I feel like I don't know you
Let this go, let this go
But I'll never let this go
But I can't find the words to tell you
I don't want to be alone
But now I feel like I don't know you
And I'll never let this go
But I can't find the words to tell you
That now I feel like I don't know you
"Breathe (Until tomorrow)"
I climb, I slip, I fall
Reaching for your hands
But I lay here all alone
Sweating all your blood
If I could find out how
To make you listen now
Because I'm starving for you here
With my undying love
And I, I will
Breathe for love tomorrow
Cause there's no hope for today
Breathe for love tomorrow
Cause maybe there's another way
I climb, I slip, I fall
Reaching for your hands
But I lay here all alone
Sweating all your blood
If I could find out how
To make you listen now
Because I'm starving for you here
With my undying love
And I, I will
Breathe for love tomorrow
Cause there's no hope for today
Breathe for love tomorrow
Cause maybe there's another way
Breathe for love tomorrow
Cause there's no hope for today
Breathe for love tomorrow
Cause maybe there's another way
I climb, I slip, I fall
Into your empty hands
But I lay here all alone
Sweating all your blood
lol, ik thats the emo one, but it looks scary enough right?
so yeah, sorry i havent been on in a while. nobody really ever comes here, so i just havent felt like it you know.
anyways, today im supposed to go to the football game with Kay and Justine, so hopefully that will go well.
*crosses fingers*
and thats all ive gots to say.
heres a pic. ^^
hope everyone gets lots of candy.
