Hi, I'm Apanda! This world will have updates about my life and stuffs. So yeah, it'll be pretty boring... Sorry. -_-

My Loveless name is Worthless.
1. lacking in usefulness or value; "a worthless idler" [ant: valuable]
2. morally reprehensible; "would do something as despicable as murder"; "ugly crimes"; "the vile development of slavery appalled them"; "a slimy little liar" [syn: despicable]

My fruit is mango: Though the outer rind is colourful and deeply hued,
Its kevlar-type resistance cannot be consumed. Deep underneath the reddish orange rind though, is so much soul and nutrient compassion.

My new favorit quote's:

1. “Love is something that you’d get hurt about. Getting hurt, feeling pain... if you don’t feel it, then that’s not love.”

2. "You can never have the same love twice. When one love ends... even if you fall in love with someone else...you can never have the same love again. Even love matures. Its like a flower. Cherish it while it blooms."
Quote by Nanba, from Hana-Kimi For you in full bloom.

3. "Pure love means loving only one woman. Shes the one you hold most precious. She's so dear to you that no other woman would even enter your field of vision."
Quote by Makoto, from W Juliet.

4. "Its like I'm always the only one in love here."
Quote by Yukari, from Paradise Kiss.

5. "Watch for that signal, when life as you know it ends."
Quote by Jerry, from P.S. I Love You.

And now here's a song From the new All American Rejects CD that i really like.

Hate

Im starting to hate everyone and everything. lately the only thing that makes me happy is my anime... and i think thats pretty sad.

*sigh*

i wish i could just leave. like, have my memorys erased and just start a new life somewhere where nobody knows me...

Hm, the loss of memory shouldnt be to hard right, i just have to get someone to hit me really hard in the head right?

whatever...

i really just... well i wanna say i dont care, but that would be a lie... but i really wish i didnt care.

...

*sigh*

yeah im just gonna go now.

later

Katy Perry

Ok so i really like this song... even though its about a man or whatever, i just like a lot of the lines.

"Mannequin"

the line, "your just a toy, could you ever be a real real boy" makes me think of Pinocchio... lol

and yeah.

theres really nothing to say...

im still sad

...

nothing new.

lol

later

Still feeling pretty down

Yeah i think this feelings gonna be here for a long, long time... -_-

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anyways, michelle and fluffy slept over saturday night... and yeah, that was pretty fun.

Chu also came home from the vet, so shes stuck in my room, cause she cant be with billy for a while...

and uh... yeah i think thats it. my life is so boring...

later... maybe.

I Suck...

i really want to just rant and scream and hit things right now... im not fully sure why, im just in an odd mood right now. im very irritable today, and i already feel like todays gonna be a bad day...

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*sigh*

yeah i dont know what to say.

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im really bored. nobodys on deviantart right now so i have nobody to talk to...

Um, i got LOVELESS volume 8 last night. so i guess thats news... it was good, but short. -_-

i also drew some crap last night, cause Justine wanted me to, but yeah... its crap. and she wants me to put it up on the internet, but i dont think im going to... cause its crap.

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yeah, i feel like im gonna explode.

*sigh*

and i have work tonight.

im happy for the money, but im just not in the mood to fake being happy for a bunch of people i dont even know or like... im having a hard enough time faking it with people i do like.

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GRRRAAAAAHHHHHHHHH!!!

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*sigh*

internet screaming isnt helping... T-T

this sucks... its friday, i should be happy today.

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Oh and i deleted my yuri and music world cause nobody ever went there anyways.

so heres some lyrics.

"Lost"

[Verse 1]
I'm out on my own again
Face down in the porcelain
Feeling so high but looking so low
Party favors on the floor
Group of girls banging on the door
So many new fair-weather friends ooo:

[CHORUS]
Have you ever been so lost
Known the way and still so lost

[Verse 2]
Caught in the eye of a hurricane
Slowly waving goodbye like a pageant parade
So sick of this town pulling me down
My mother says I should come back home but
Can't find the way cause the way is gone
So if I pray am I just sending words into outer space

[CHORUS]
Have you ever been so lost
Known the way and still so lost
Another night waiting for someone to take me home
Have you ever been so lost

[BRIDGE]
Is there a light
Is there a light
At the end of the road
I'm pushing everyone away
'Cause I can't feel this anymore
Can't feel this anymore

[CHORUS]
Have you ever been so lost
Known the way and still so lost
Another night waiting for someone to take me home
Have you ever been so lost
Have you ever been so LOST.

whatever, sorry for the pointless post.

later

*Sigh*

Ok, so I'm pretty sure Sammy hates me now... T-T

but you know, if shes gonna pick her dumbass husband over her own sister, then i really dont care.

...

*sigh*

idk, thats really all im thinking about right now... sorry.

im gonna go now, cause i cant really talk about anything else that im thinking about.

so bye... to nobody...