yeah, well the happy didnt last. i had already brought myself back down by like 5th period. which sucks, i was sure that this one was gonna last me a while, but i think me thinking that just made me wanna bring myself back down even faster... if that makes sense... and i hope it does cause i dont know any other way to explain myself.
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so yeah.
sorry.
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i guess im gonna go stuff my face and be emo ok.
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later
