ok so today i went to the zoo, and for some reason ive never noticed that they dont have pandas. wtf, why the hell dont they have pandas. i mean... come on.
*sigh*
but whatever, i made up for it by buying 2 panda stuffed animals. ^_^
...
over all the day was pretty depressing though. i always get depressed when i go to the zoo because all the animals just seem so sad you know. cause they're all locked up and stuff. so yeah, today wasnt to great. another thing that depressed me was all the happy familys. and i dont think it was the thought that i never really had that that bothered me, i think it was more the thought that ill never have that with someone else you know. ill never get married and have kids and take em to the zoo. i know that probably sounds stupid, and its not something someone my age should be thinking about, but it really bothered me. i think it was the first time i really thought that i regret being a lesbian. that i wished i could be normal...
heh, not that i could get a guy even if i was straight.
god i suck.
anyways, thats basically what my day was like. im not gonna get any deeper into it.
sorry.
bye
