Lol, yeah they had to take her temp at the vet today, and the ear one wasnt working, so they had to take it from her butt. T-T i felt so bad, cause i had to help hold her down, and she cried...
anyways, i havent been sleeping very well. like thursday night i stayed up till 4 in the morning trying to tire myself out, so i think i got a total of 5 hours of sleep that night, cause i made myself get up early, so i would be tired enough to fall asleep friday night. and i did end up passing out at like 8 something, but then my mom woke me up to do some stuff and then when i tried to go back to bed i just couldnt stop thinking about shit so i ended up watching some tv and playing with my chaos until 1 in the morning. which by the way 2 of my chaos were reborn for the second time, so i gave them both all 21 animals, but one of them evolved again and it looks like a normal chao. T-T so i dont know what i did wrong. but anyways, then today i had to get up at 8 in the morning to take momiji and chu to the vet, and then ive been cleaning, and i have to go to this stupid picnic later today... *sigh* im so freaking tired.
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and of course, im still extreamly depressed, and when i go to the picnic im gonna have to talk to people, and be nice, and smile, and its just gonna be a pain in the ass...
*sigh*
so hopefully ill be able to sleep tonight, cause im supposed to help with some of the driving tomorrow, and i want to be awake so i dont crash into someone going 70 some mph. ^^ or... maybe that would be a good thing. dying in a car crash wouldnt be suicide right... Hm, definetly something to think about.
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and i think thats it... Oh, and this will be my last post till the 16th.
And uh, for those of my friends, i wouldnt mind you guys calling me when im in hell. ^_^ id really REALLY like it... but i think Justines the only one with my cell number... oh well, if anyone wants it just PM me. ill be on again later tonight.
bye
