Disappearing is a talent of mine and yours
I see, but who is better at it?
We always leave each other when the
World turns it’s back on us
Usually girls don’t run, especially me, but
Why do I disappear now? why do I become a ghost?
Can you tell me how I became these things?
What did I do? How did this happen?
My dear you started to run when I left you…
You left me?
Yes I did, I was scared of falling for you
Scared to find love, my absence of sharing love
Caused you to run and caused you to disappear
But why do you not care? What did I do?
You did nothing, I was misguided by
False feelings and concealed my real ones
But why? why try to tear us apart?
I can’t help who I am and I can’t help why I do it
You can help it, you didn’t have to lie
And destroy this but you did, it didn’t have to end
Yes it did because I am not real…
What? You are just as real as me
No I’m not, I am the ghost who couldn’t
Fall in love, but I fell in love with you…
xmas isnt goin so well...first katie and kaleb us FOOD!!!!and just because lidia got the same stocking stuffers for her and katie pam and kirt gave katie mine!!!!and im like wtf?! and i just played just dance which is fun but only if people cheer you on and are on your team not savagley rooting for your sister and say whoah youre gunna lose mayra!!!!
anywho i hope you all had a wonderful christmas!!!
i was sick for 3 days with tha flu n now my sis is sick and now i cant play our first home game which sucks and i dont think that i can even play in lodge grass...this week is horrid...
why is katie so much better than me huh?whats makes her so damn perfect and me a loser?kuz apparently my grama doesn't want me helping with anyhting instead shed rather have katie..god dammit i hate it here!!!!i hate my life.....wish i could die....
ok so katie n lidia think they know me and think that i like taryn as my cousin but there wrong okay?i dont like him hes annoying as hell and i hate him!!! who in the hell do they think they are that they can start shit between me n taryn?lidia already told him i dont like him and know hes tryin to talk to me when no ones round to find out whats up but then here come his puppy dogs (katie and lidia) to see what hes up to and i swear to god if they piss me off tomorro they better be in for it big cause fi they make me made then ima yell and if pam tries to act like my mother ima go to tia's place and ahang there...
who do they think they are tryin to tart things between me n the family? do they hate me forever or what is there problem?why am i such a fun toy for them to play with?! they need to stop playing this game
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