thankz to me? or not?

ok so my friend became suicidal on me and i dont know what to tell her...i mean ive felt that way for a while and i dont know how to help her. and its not helping me it makes me feel like a shitty friend because whenever she talked to me on myspace i wouldnt say much and wouldnt say the truth and id
avoid talking to her and avoid calling her but now i know it was stupid and Hunter dying hurt both of us bad...i jus dont know what to do

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i just feel lyyk distancing myself from everyone and everything. i just feel like this is all my fault and i wasnt there when she tried to talk to me abou things...and i guess im now officially a true blue emo bitch...

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