key might come next month and my mom is cummin this weekend..maybe but tis just making me feel depressed and not excited like im distancing myself and idk i jus feel awkward at school now..im not even happy anymore...?? i just dont get whats going on rite now.. a week ago i was excited but now im not and Curtis didnt make it any bette when he told me to call him and that he misses me lots...idk guys this is kinda difficult but no worries!! CRAPIO WILL GET THROUGH IT NO MATTER WHAT!! i always do dont i?