seems like i'm always the second one people look at...i mean like when we talked to those sheperd kids? everyone talked to jazmine but then there was me...who one kid only talked to....but later i heard that he was only really interested in jazmine...damn...i mean i know that they didn't like ashleigh because she always comes on too strong, but this one time i thought that someone really thougt of me as the hot one and not just "her friend" personaly i also think that they liked her better was because she was willing to sit on some kids lap even thought she didn't know him...also i should probably go by myself instead of being a wing woman...life freaking sucks right now...oh well can't regret that for much longer, i can only move on and make something else better happen

but i guess i'll always be second best..thats how it was in harlem, and thats how it is here