kept away from love showered with hate
my hearts grown cold,my feelings hardend
my skin grown paler my confidence stronger
all these things have happened 2 me over
the years,im only 13 and yet ifeel hundreds
of years old why i dont kno......
did u want this to happen 2 me?didu?

kept away frm a mothers love
left out of a fathers life
tortured my love how weird is that?
sheltered by hate how unusual?
but i will nevr kno wat love
is but until i do ill only kno
wat hatred is.......