i hate my life!i get in troubl evry god damn day!im so pissed! my stupid ass sistr gets away wid everything and i take the fall for it!and wat gets worse is she was diggin threw my stuff and found this thing that said "Lidia go to HELL" and now i mite get sent to a detention home or foster home or wat evr!but plez friends,dont worry im not cutting myself...yet....instead im wearing this rubbr band on my wrist and evrytime im mad or upset or sumthin i snap it against my wrist....i kno itz jus as bad but i kant help it!but now the light i saw is now gone and once agn im losing myself in the dark...and here i thought i was cured!o and i remembrd my poetic past!i first started writing dark poetry in 5th grd..the poem was called Mother but i threw away the notebook it was in a long time ago...and friends dont worry i may be depressed but i havent given up on my hopes and dreams.....

"I'm lost but i can be found....all i have to do is Believe and never give in......no matter how bad it gets....."
quote frm Mayra(me)