I was never the one for updating but I think I am going to change that. I may not get anyone to read my post but I don't post so I can be in the spot light I try to above the spot light. I post because this is and will be my way to vent my way to express you can read if you like actually I would love for you to read but I understand if you don't.
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My life is going pretty well I am newly single and I am ok crying helped but it didn't heal me praying did that. Praying not because I am sad but praying because I know someone even better is out there for me. So who ever you are know I will find you but for right now the only man in my life right now is god and I am pretty happy about that.... for now