Here is me Areemus Sumera~
well just wanna make world so i ca n put my daily things and share with u all.
Thank u for such a nice site .....and nice friends....here i ve...
Hope u'll enjoy it....:P
- Created By areemus
~How was today~
Hello all~
well its been like more than week i didnt write any post....hm..so...
Okay about today,well kinda good and bad too ....
I work with mom and press clothes in evening ....pf my all family except sis ...she dont like mine pressing ....even my bro is much choosy and sensitive in it....ok nvm...its her who can change her...and yes she yell at me today much .....:(
while pressing i leave it and go with my mom on roof ....wao wat a cool atmosphere in starts of summer....that was cool ....we spent like 30 mintes there and enjoy the weather....well actually from two days its raining here...so cool here...and then i just came down and continue pressing work...
after that i sit with mom and dad...and ding some drawing but couldn't complete it today....and then i use PC...and then do alot of work in same time..make 3 walles ..three cards which i submit today....
Well anyway a cool day and hoping it will be tomorrow too....
~Wish me LUCK~
Bye guys enough for today....
~Areemus Sumera~
~I'm Still Here~
John Rzeznik - I'm Still Here (Jim's Theme) Lyrics
I am a question to the world
Not an answer to be heard
Or a moment that's held in your arms
And what do you think you'd ever say
I won't listen anyway
You don't know me
And I'll never be what you want
Me to be
And what
Do you think you'd understand
I'm boy, no, I'm a man
You can't take me
And throw me away
And how
Can you learn what's never shown
Yeah, you stand here on your own
They don't know me
'Cause I'm not here
And I want a moment to be real
Want to touch things I don't feel
Wanna hold on and feel I belong
And how can the world want me to change
They're the ones that stay the same
They don't know me
'Cause I'm not here
And you see the things they never see
All you wanted - I could be
Now you know me
And I'm not afraid
And I want to tell you who I am
Can you help me be a man
They can't break me
As long as I know who I am
And how can the world want me to change
They're the ones that stay the same
They can't see me
But I'm still here
They can't tell me who to be
'Cause I'm not what they see
Yeah, the world is still sleepin' while I keep on dreaming for me
And their words are just whispers and lies that I'll never believe
And how can you say I'll never change
They're the ones that stay the same
I'm the one now
'Cause I'm still here
I'm the one
'Cause I'm still here
I'm still here
I'm still here
I'm still here
I love the song too much....its from Treasure Planet,and now a days i watch it when i ve free time...:)
i just repeat this song again and again ....I love this cartoon alot...
All i wanna say...
(we must not change ourselves for the sake of others bcoz who knows if they are right or wrong.....thats why we have to choose wt the real we are)
Its just we are,thats wt God created us...all i know if u serve HUMANS so it will always give u happiness inside and no one can stop the blessings of GOD...
Sometimes we really felt like GOD dont care of us ..but He's the one who care us more than 70 mothers....but he always save us from bad things and when we feel hard on our selves its just bcoz HE wants to make us strong.....
i know i talk alot ...:P sorry...its just wt i think always in mind.....
Thanks for reading my post....
~Sumera Areemus~
Im back
All i wanna say ...im back guys.....See ya all
i come for my dear ones who really cares me ......
~LOVE U ALL MY FRIENDS HERE~
i got noting left,just an empty heart....
Sounds bugle now,
Play just for me...
and the seasons change,
remember how i use to be...
Now i cant go one,
I cant even start..
I got nothing left just an empty heart...
Im a soldier,
Wounded so i must give up the fight,
There's nothing more for me,
lead me away....
or Leave me lying here...
Maybe my Last Post on this site...no one will ever know where i go ....
im just fedup now ..of ppl thinking wrong about me....how i make them stop thinking wrong about me......they treat me like a patient...thats all....
I just give up now.....i cant explain anybody wt im....im just fedup now ..heart broken and cant think inside any good thing....Im not strong enough now ..im losing my inner energy ..it will take me on heard now ..but who cares....uh ...One by one my friends are leaving me ...breaking the relations with me......and now my dear ones are angry to me wt happens to me.....is this friendship ..is this love wt ppl think always.....they are wrong...
all i know im destine to be hurt my ppl in world ..but im still not going to hurt anyone.....
NO ONE ever understands me who im in real..no one ever tend to be know real me....thats wt i got.....and im not gonna explain anyone now ...NO MORE..
So im leaving this site....maybe i come but with out telling anyone...thats all.....im good to leave goo ppl here and took my bad soul away from here....
Im drowned totally ...no one can understands me....no one....BUt i forgive all who treat me like this ..but they dont know even wt they did to me....just like a king full of anger kill a person and think he did nothing.....but actually he killed all humans ........
PPL kill Sumera my soul is no more working.....bye ...
They think im not attached to religion ...im living on the hope of GOD...only HIM....they think im out of this world ..i think i dont belongs to this world....
But when my friends needed me i always give them myself fully attentive and full love ..and when i need they just even dont know wt im.......
Im totally drowned ....thats why im leaving....
BYE ALL~
Such a Bad Post (!-!)
HI GUYS~
Well its nothing new to tell just have some problems (not in real life)but,(sigh)
Sometimes we just cant pick the ways where we have to go....so who will let us to on right way,everyone wants to cut feet of us .....and thats the fact..
Sorry but this time im feeling extremely down.....i didnt ate my dinner at night and now i dont wanna eat breakfast...(feeling alot weakness)i just dont wanna and my sis she always yell at me like always.....thats the second main reason which hurts me alot....
Too bad post for today but im writing wt im feeling,i was kinda not ok when i wake up but i do work with MOM ....and after when i visit O and my Inbox....it just made me more sad....i though it will be good but i feel hurt ..im the craziest person in whole world...and one thing is true...
When i want to do something right it ruin and destroy everything....(tears comes into eyes)..so many ppl comment on my work today but that one PM destroyed my mood ...and i feel so much rudeness in me.....and i dont care if anyone hate me or dont care me....im use to it.......
I cant explain more but .....when i starts trust ppl ..those ppl come and hurt me alot.....the conclusion is that i must not trust any person then....bcoz everyone will do it.....the ppl i most care they just do it ...dont they know wt i feel ...dont they thing wt i'll do after ....(sigh)nothing forget it.....Im a loser thats all........
All i know is that im not feeling right thats all,
Wt the stupid Post post i write (i hate myself now)
Sorry for every stupid thing i said....
~Sumera~
