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Surgery Was Successful!

Hey guys, just figure I'd update you on my surgery and what not. I had it yesterday and everything went well. I arrived at the hospital at 11:45am for check in, and my doctor came to get me at around 1pm I think. She mentioned something about the OR running behind schedule. Oh, and I have to say, getting IV needles in your hand HURT LIKE HELL. I've never been bothered by needles in my arm before, but the one in my hand almost made me cry. Then my nurse gave me two shots of Versed and I was messed up. My family came in one at a time to see me before I went off to the OR but I don't remember anything that they said because I was sleepy from the Versed. I don't remember being taken into the OR room either. They last thing I actually remember was struggling to get from the gurney bed thing to the operating table. After that, I woke up in the resting area I guess and I was soooo drugged up. My doctor and some nurses were talking to me but I don't remember what they said. All I remember was that they kept telling me not to go back to sleep. After they took the oxygen mask off, a nurse explained a few things to me and gave me some medicine for pain. I went to sleep after that. When I woke up again my parents were coming to get me to take me home. Luckily for me, I had a laparoscopy which is three small incisions and from there they removed the cyst and my left ovary from those incisions. So I went home at about 7:30pm, ate dinner, went to sleep, woke up for vicodin, then went back to bed. So here I am now, recovering. Since I had the laparoscopy, my recovery time was shortened to 2-4 weeks. My boyfriend was happy about that because he didn't want to wait 6 weeks to see me again haha So yeah, I'm in pain right now but I'm going to take some vicodin and go to sleep.

Have a nice day guys!

Surgery on Friday!

Hi guys! I know I haven't updated my closet world in a while, I've been so busy trying to get prepared for surgery. My surgery is going to be on Friday April 15th. So I have until Thursday to get my school stuff all sorted out because after my surgery, my doctor ordered that I stay home for 6 weeks. So obviously I'm gonna miss the end of the semester which SUCKS!! I am so stressed out about everything and I've been crying all week :( I wish I could just fast forward to like June or something. I just want to get it over with. BLAAAAAAH >_<" But yeah, my closet world won't be updated for a while maybe, but I think I should be able to get quite a bit of art out while I'm stuck at home for the next 6 weeks hahaha

Nintendo 3DS Friend Code

I mentioned in my Saskies' Closet world that I recently got a Nintendo 3DS. I figured that I would devote a post here to the friend code. So if any of you guys have a 3DS or are planning to get one, feel free to add me as a friend!

Nintendo 3DS Friend Code:

1032-1252-8027

I Want To Cry

Life can be hard. Right now, I'm having a really hard time, and even though I try to make light of the situation and keep a happy demeanor, on the inside I'm suffering and I don't know if I should just let it out and cry. Recently, I've been having all sorts of health problems. On the night of February 28th, I was taken to urgent care at the hospital and diagnosed with severe anemia and menorrhagia. My blood count was so low that night, I was pretty much dying. I had to have an immediate blood transfusion; they gave me 4 pints of blood. I was kept in the hospital until Tuesday night. During that time, I had to do so many tests, one of which was an ultrasound. The result of the ultrasound showed that I have a large mass coming from my left ovary. It's between 17cm and 20cm, and I was told that for my size, that's rather large. It's some kind of cyst, but the doctors aren't sure what type, so I have to have surgery to get it out so they can look at it and determine what it is.

I don't know how much more of this I can take. I've been trying to be strong about this whole thing, especially for my mom who's been so upset and has been crying since I was admitted into the hospital. But when the doctor tells you that you need surgery, that they might have to remove one of your ovaries, that there's a possiblity of a hysterectomy, it's so hard to stay calm, it's so hard not to cry. I'm so scared that I won't be able to have kids. And on top of that, the doctor wants to do the surgery within the next 2-3 weeks, but I'm still in school. She said I would have to stay home for 6 weeks, and I won't be able to complete the semester. I'm just so frustrated by that, even though I've already talked to my professors and they said we can work something out. I just don't know what to do anymore, I don't know how to feel, I don't know what to think.

I'm not as strong as I thought I was...

I Want Elmo To Wu-Tang It

So I found this video last night and I had to post it on my Facebook. I told my friends specifically that if they love me and care for me AT ALL, they will make this happen for my 20th birthday, which happens to be in 3 months. If any of you guys here at theOtaku think you can make this happen for me, then let me know and I'll invite you to my birthday hahaha Seriously, I love this, and I want this to happen in my kitchen for my birthday