-_- one of the number one things i hate happened this morning. For the past couple of days, i've been missing my boyfriend, Ken. We havn't talked on the phone for a week. I understand that he's extremly busy with life and its hard for him to find time for me, but he could at least return my bloody calls!!!!!! Well, last night, i broke down and cried while on the phone with Brandon. I was up till about 3 in the morning due to inability to fall asleep. Well, this morning when i was on Facebook, i saw that Ken had gotten on the internet about 3 in the damn morning. Why is it i keep missing him? It throughly got me upset with myself. Why did i have to get so upset and depressed that at 2:30 i signed out of msn and missed my beloved by at least 30 minutes??? I hate my life at times. This long distance relationship is harder than i realized, and alot more painful. But i love Ken too much to break it off. i despretly want this to work out and i will do whatever i can to make sure we stay together. I pray he is wanting to do the same thing.