Am I emo or am I animal? Well you'll just have to read on to find out!

Lets Talk About Me

Ok maybe I should have talked about this earlier, but I would like to talk about my life.
I was born three months early and very sick. After birth, I kept dying and no one really knew what to do. For the first week of my life I had fingermarks and red spots all over my face from the constant CPR. After my parents brought me home a week later, my dad didn't want to have much to do with me. For the first six months I was hooked up to a heart machine, and thanks to sleep apnea I kept on dying in the arms of my mother. I couldn't talk till I was five and I couldn't walk till i was almost eight. Never learning to crawl I just dragged my self around the house screaming.

Now I am seventeen. I still can't talk very good, but for some reason I have an amazing singing voice. I walk pretty good except I'm always falling and stumbling. I no longer have sleep apnea, but instead I have seizures.

In about five years I hope to be a highschool graduate spreading my story of then and now.

Yeah Baby

I shall slay you with my magic powers!...JK...

Dear...whatever...journal I guess:
I am so bored but alive and DEFINITELY not DEAD. I guess the last few days were ok, but the group I hang with out side of school is freaked about something that there not telling me.

Stiil Alive

I an still alive.

Am I dead or alive?

Dear um...whatever...
today I asked if I was dead or alive, and well some of the answers I got were pretty strange. My mom told me that I was alive and that was going to make dead if I kept asking such stupid questions. Most of my teachers said that if my question has anything to with suicide then I don't care about me. Yet I really do care about me its just that every one has been ignoring me lately.
Yeah I got many more answers but I'd rather not share them.
Right now I don't really feel loved or wanted. Instead I sort of feel unwanted but I guess it doesn't matter.
I have no more to say about today...later!
I AM ALIVE!!!