Am I dead or alive?

Dear um...whatever...
today I asked if I was dead or alive, and well some of the answers I got were pretty strange. My mom told me that I was alive and that was going to make dead if I kept asking such stupid questions. Most of my teachers said that if my question has anything to with suicide then I don't care about me. Yet I really do care about me its just that every one has been ignoring me lately.
Yeah I got many more answers but I'd rather not share them.
Right now I don't really feel loved or wanted. Instead I sort of feel unwanted but I guess it doesn't matter.
I have no more to say about today...later!
I AM ALIVE!!!

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