I went to the park with my friends the other day. Well with my friend and family. It was pretty fun...and really far away. Ha ha ha. WE had to take a bus and a taxi to get there. But I think it was worth it...since it was pretty much an easter gift.
Me and my best friend aka ex boyfriend just hung out all day and played silly games. Like on the see saw and the swings. Okay okay...omg it was so scary going on the see saw I felt like I was going to die! Ha ha ha. But we couldnt help but laugh at my fears and...sound really dorky about video games, ha ha ha.
The bad news was that there was this other girl there. Her name was Evelen...or something. I dont know. I didnt like her...OKAY! I admit I was jealous! I hate sharing my friends. I dont know why...it just bugs me to death. I was like afraid that my Ex was going out with her and that he was going to like her more than me. It made me mad...but I still tried to be her friend...and then! Yeah AND THEN...she totally blew me off. What a jerk. I think she was just scared of me because she was fat and I was skinny. Oh well, I didnt let her get to me.
The thing that sucks about it was that my mom thought it was my fault that I was being anti social and what not. What the hell? i tried being her friend and stuff but my mom always has to put the blame on me.
To top it off my mom made me show her my artwork. Here´s where I knew she was jealous, ha ha ha. She just looked through them and asked me...what kind of feelings are you trying to potray in your artwork? WTF!? I admit i was stumped. And now my mom just wont let that question go. She keeps picking up my pictures and asking me ...What feeling does this express?...how am I supposed to know. I just draw for fun and to make up characters not to express myself. I express my self through rage! RAWR!
Aside from playing at the park they had a lot of other cool activities as well. Like A mini zoo, painting, a zen garden, and a whole bunch of other junk we couldnt afford. Well atleast the mini zoo was free, tee hee.
Sorry for the long update. I just had to get that off my mind, ha ha ha.
Happy Easter everyone!
