Okay. I know that alot of people will laugh Alot about this but my first major fan-girl crush was Darian from Sailor Moon!!! And I still Love him to this day. And I'm 22! To understand why I fell for him you will have to get to know me a little bit. I'm a major clutz, not so great with guys, not so cute, basically ordinary in every way except one, which is the only difference between me and Sarina. My childhood was very dangerous. Well I guess that is the same lol but it was were the danger was from. My mom was a druggy and father was a drunk so you can just imagine. When I started watching Sailor Moon, I wanted a hero. And my only dream was true love. When Darian showed up as Tuxedo Mask, I loved him so much I started to cry, no joke. I would get up at 5 on the weekends just to watch it because due to my parents extra 'expenses' we could never afford to buy it. I started to draw him on everything, write Darian loves me on everything, and write stories to were when something would go ad in my life he would rescue me. O///O *blush*

Looking back I'm not ashamed! To be honest, in a way he actually did save me. By writing about him, drawing him, and fantasizing about him, I kept myself from plummeting into despair. I taught myself through him that if you keep your heart true and alive, you will eventually find someone to stand by your side to fight all the trials of life with you. It may take a long time, but you will find them. And the trials of life that you face at the moment will pass. As long as you keep your heart true though, you will get through and be able to move onto better things in your life. "Others Will test you. Do not be afraid. I will fight with you!" - Tuxedo Mask Episode 1 A Moon Star Is Born