Have you ever had some one you pinned all your hopes on? All your dreams? I've had 2. I was engaged at a very young age. He cheated on me after many trials and 4 1/2 years of commitment a week before the wedding. It was like my entire world had been yanked out from under me. I tried my best to move on and married another. I thought it would help. It turned out everything about this man was a lie. I suffered his lies and even abuse for too long. And yet I loved him. He left after one night during his abuse, I fought back. It's been 2 years now and I still find that my heart throbs. When I hear certain songs, see certain familiar places, my soul still aches. If you have been in my position, lost that one you staked everything on, know that it get's better. Yes, I still suffer. Yes, there are still days for me where I will be reminded of that person and want to just cry. Tomorrow will be one of those such days for me because it would've been the 5th anniversary of the day my ex-husband and I started dating. All I can say is never give up! Know that there will be those days where you can think of no reason to keep your head up. Yet also know that there will be one day when, though you may not be fully healed, you Will be able to lift your head up and be free! And if you just need to talk, know that I am here. You can message me for advise or even if you just need to talk to someone. But if you are feeling the pain of loss, know that you are not alone. I am just a message away. Never Give Up!