This is PerfaPox, here. Welcome and thanks for visiting my little world. Name: Well, my real name is Becki Age: 20 (I'm an old fart)
Height: 5'2'' Location: Texas, United States....No, I don't own a horse.
Likes: Drawing, painting, octopi, anime, manga, YAOI, writing, roleplaying, chocolate, sour candy, antiques, piercings, tattoos, money, sleeping, staying up until the crack of dawn..and more obviously, but why list everything?
Dislikes: Bugs(mostly cockroaches), Annoying/dumb people, condescending people, homophobes, etc.
Last night I had to make the hardest decision I ever have...
I chose my relationship with my parents over my girlfriend...and she's completely deviated. It hurts me so much, and I'm so angry with myself for letting it come to this. I'm hurting her SO much right now....All I can do is scramble to fit the pieces back together...and pray everything will somehow work out..I can't imagine a world where she isn't in my life, and I'm terrified she's going to hurt herself...I told her that I just wouldn't be able to take that...If she ever did, I would hate myself more than anything...
I have to believe this is for the best, though...and I have to believe that everything will turn out alright. If I don't...then how can I even stand to go throughout the day? Where will I get the strength to even go to school or even leave the house...? I made it as clear as possible that I still loved her very much...and that she still means so much to me...I just PRAY that things will work out..
It might be awhile until any of you guys hear or see me...I don't much feel like getting on and talking--I just want to recluse myself for now... I'll come back eventually, and I'll miss you guys very much...but what I'm going through now is just too much...
Please, please, please...Pray for me--even if you don't believe in God, think of me, wish me the best of luck...I need all of that...I need support...
Hurray!! It's Christmas guys! Me and my family got up at the crack of dawn to celebrate xD" right now we're currently getting around to start our Christmas brunch.
I hope everyone is having a wonderful Christmas! What sort of goodies did you get!?
I got a Panasonic camera(which I was NOT expecting) I'm glad, because now I can take a billion pictures without having to steal my parents' camera! I also got Fable: The lost chapters for the PC, SplinterCell 2(I LOVE SPLINTER CELL, GAAH) For the PC, a little adapter thing to plug into the car so I can listen to my ipod while I drive~ AND THEN *Trumpet fanfare* I GOT A DIGITAL ART PAD!! A BAMBOO, TOO OMFGUH!! Bamboos are the really nice kind too O_O"
Oh, then there's the Wii xP But apparently it's 'My brothers' but the family can still play on it...*PSH* whatever =3= I'm content with my bamboo<3 I think I'll name him Rodrigo Fransisco <3 lawl~ TEGAKIE HERE I COME C<
ALRIGHT! Tell me how your Christmas is goin you guyyz? 8D Or...your holiday...whichever xD"
I'm SO excited for Christmas this year! Honestly, I couldn't care LESS what presents I get as long as I get my tablet TTwTT
I can't believe that this year has gone by so fast...and I'm actually super excited for New Years so I can scribble down all my New Year's resolutions..Most of which are going to be art related, lololol~
Well, there's nothing to do right now..Nobody is on to talk to(or that I want to talk to) and the RP forum I joined to yesterday on Gaia hasn't taken flight yet =3= SO I think I'll (try) to draw x3
Don't worry guys, I'm not upset. Not really...
Ha, I think it's funny how I haven't posted something in forever...and then all of a sudden, I'm a posting maniac *rolls eyes*
I just got to thinking about my parent's anniversary...I wan...
I'm in a MUCH better mood now...I think I was merely stressed about a bunch of things~ Yesterday I had a lot of fun at the roller rink for my friend's birthday, and I got to spend time with friends that I never see anymore. I've passed ALL my exams...even the one class that I felt I would SURELY fail in! I hope the rest of my friends were as lucky as me--Some of them I really think it was just luck that helped me pass! lol
Today we're semi-celebrating Christmas 83 My sister is going out of town on Christmas to visit her long time boyfriend's(7 YEARS GUUYYZZUH)family. I'll miss her a lot, this is the first year she hasn't been with us for Christmas, even when she moved out about 3 years ago, she still came every year. It'll be a little lonely and empty in the house..but I hope she has fun in Alabama...
Right now, we're working on our big dinner. Since she and her boyfriend won't be here for Christmas, we're making a fun dinner for their last night in town--then later we're gonna open the presents they got us, and that we got them 83 We're having fondue~ Cheese AND fried 83 I can't wait! I love fondue! And then my mommy is making cookies~ I can't wait till we eat...I'm soooo hungry...I haven't had anything to eat all day D: And my mom tells me to snack to tide myself over...but i don't WANNA snack 3< I wanna eaaat! lol!
Ah well..Guess I could draw to tide myself over..that would probably be a fantastic idea xP If only i could think of something to draw *fail*
OH! Everyone should watch this movie that me and my friends had to make for our World of Ideas class. We had to just make a short film about whatever we wanted...so we most certainly did xD It's quite random...and very interesting lawl~ Bare with it through the first 3 minutes..it's kind of slow and awkward...but then it gets better! lemme know how you like it? Editing done by myself...as well as most of the parts at the end 8P (I had to take control--they weren't doing it as well as I thought xD") SO YEAH...here is my masterpiece~ lawl:
