As the title says. I'm irritated, depressed..Ngh.
I think it's because I've only just stopped my period(Sorry if that's too many details, but you guys can get over it), so these tiny things that suddenly pop up and jumbled together really does a number on me...
Today wasn't necessarily a bad day...It was actually rather good until just awhile ago. I'm irritated at myself for continuously shoving my foot in my mouth and for upsetting people...and I'm upset because my girlfriend ONCE AGAIN didn't call me when she promised she would...then she apologizes again and again..and I don't think she even realizes why I'm upset..I wanted to talk to her so badly because I didn't get to see or talk to her hardly at all yesterday or today...and I was waiting by the phone ALL evening like an idiot...
I'm also aggravated with my drawing abilities...I feel as if I haven't gotten better at all..and I'm sure some of that has to do with not being able to practice much...I can't wait for us to get breaks away from school...I need time to practice..I need time to get better.
On the upside of things...My best friend is seeing brighter days at last. She's being going through a rough time for awhile now, but just a few days ago there was a breakthrough. She found her dad through myspace, she hasn't seen/heard/or talked to him since she was 4 years old. I can't believe that something like that could really happen, she seriously got a lucky break. He acts just like her, too, and they're already getting along great. He never really wanted to leave her and her mom..but hey, he was a kid and he was scared. I'm really glad that she found him...
Also, I was watching Slayers awhile ago..It's such a dumb, cheesy anime..but I can't help but like it...I really want to draw Zel...he's my favorite...haha. Beck is on, now..Maybe I'll watch that. I really like the fluidity of motion in this anime...I don't know much about it though...
Actually, I think i've seen this episode before--yup..the blonde kid just got hit...I remember that..
Alright...enough for now...I feel a little better after venting....Sorry that it seems like I complain all the time.
AUGH!!! NOOO BODY IS ON XAT CHAAAT!!!
I know, I'm sad o3o But I miss my buddies<3
Man, and I actually decided to stay up tonight and not go to bed, and then nobody is even on =3=
Oh well .___. I have a lot of drawing I need to do....nghh...
Yay for guttural noises!
Well yesterday and today were quite eventful to say the least...
Yesterday...well let's just not talk about it 3: I didn't get to go skating, and me and my mom got into a pretty big argument about my grades and stuff. We both decided that I need to start taking my A.D.D medicine again << Because it's supposed to help me concentrate in class. Well...we'll just see how that works out xP
Yaah, AND today I had an interview for 'Michaels', this arts and crafts store. I really hope i get the job..I need money for homecoming and Christmas 3: I want to be able to buy everybody gifts this year!! That means I won't be able to spend ANY of my money until those two points =3= It'll be worth it..I'm sure!
Well..No one is on to talk with today *le sigh* SO I'll start drawing like I said I would! .__." I have a lot of drawings to do!! I think I'll start all the sketches tonight, then hopefully color them and ink and such tomorrow...HOPEFULLY I'll have a BUNCH of stuff to put up on here *wink* It's been far too long ^^"
Alrighty ;3 WELL, I'm off! Prolly gonna steal the laptop to keep in my room and loom around in the Xat chat..*snort*
And listen to music of course...I've had Weezer's new song "Troublemaker" stuck in my head xDD <33
Well! That's all for now! ;3 Bye Bye!
--Watch the video down there....You might think it's strange, but I just stumble upon it and this man leaves me speechless..this is one of the coolest things that I think I've ever seen...I'm lurking around his webesite...maybe drawing will have to be postponed...--
:3 Even though I'm at school right now...HOWEVER, that does NOT mean that I'm doing my class work xD Nope, we're in the computer labs right now, and I am just blowing it off by being on here ;3 OH YA BBY!!
I miss my girlfriend 3: She's at her 'sisters' wedding thingy today...So I won't see her until Monday probably...Which sucks. We still haven't gotten to celebrate our one month anniversary together( this pas Wednesday :D ) I'm usually not the kind of person to be all "Wheee, 1st month!" But...this relationship is special to me x3
OH! And I'm going skating after school today! 8D KICK ASS ROLLERRINK BECAUSE I'M SUCH A PWNER!
Yeaahh, I'm a loser xD I prolly won't be home until late 3: I'll miss you guys! (you know who you are :D )
I hope this thing we're working on in class isn't due today...
Hmm...anything else to report on?? Uhhh...Don't think so...Gonna go search for a job today, perhaps before I go skating xP And I'm gonna ATTEMPT to draw more this weekend!!!
well, that's all to report xP Hopefully I'll have something to flaunt on Otaku at some point xP
I would [ Dance ] for [ A KABILLION ] dollars.
If I had a [ White Persian Kitty-Kat ] I’d name it [ Mr. Raddish :3 ].
My friend [Kristin] is [GHEY].
If I made a movie it would be about [GAY MEN] and I’d call it [SHOOP DA WHOOP].
When I was [14] I was [alive o_O].
My s/o (or ex) is such a [ HOE ]
Barack Obama [FTW!].
Love is [...indescribable..].
If I was drunk I’d be more likely to [laugh..more than I do already].
If I could make my own man/woman, he/she would have [Black hair ], [Green eyes ], and [wings...hey...wait a second!].
Everyone should take time to [throw their hands in the air and scream "ADVENTURE TIME!">.
If I could create my own heaven for when I die it would [Probably have a lot of gay men having sex with each other .__." Sorry, God.].
This survey is [Retarded] because [it was kind of a waste of time D: ].
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1. Have you ever stepped in dog poop and didn’t know?
Oh God! D': Don't even get me started! *sob*
2. Where was your most embarrassing moment at?
Um...Probably when I stepped in dog poop? I dunno...I can't recall any specific embaressing moments xP
3. Have you ever been used?
Uh...very breifly...then I was all FUKDATSHIT
4. What’s your favorite video game?
OH MAI GAWD! I can't even choose! D': I really love Kingdom Hearts though ;3
5. Do you play the field?
....*processing*
6. How many siblings do you have?
Only 2 :3
7. Do you know the muffin man?
Yes..Betch owes me five dollars.
8. How about barney, did you watch it as a kid?
Religiously. Me and my brother used to be able to recite the episodes to one another -__-"" And I had a Barney doll that I used to adore.
9. Favorite football team?
Hahahahhaaha..you're funny.
10. Are you burning down the house?
Why would I want to do that? D:
11. Do you like shoes?
Yessss...
12. Or socks?
Sure 8D
13. What word is spellled wrong in this sentence?
DURRRRR I DUNNOOO WUT COOLD ET BIE!?
14. Do you have a younger brother?
Yes I do, in fact :3
15. Are you a minor?
NOT ANYMORE *CACKLE* POOOORN!
16. How old was your mom when you were born?
Uh...*counting fingers* I DUNNO D: in her early 30s...?!
17. Are you rich or poor?
Meh..an annoying in between-ish leaning mostly to poor
18. What’s your favorite joke?
What's the difference between a pitbull and a hockey mom? LIP STICK! *lawllawl Tina Fey! *
19. You hit your finger on a desk, what the first word out of your mouth?
'AHHHH'?
20. Can you say your name backward?
Yeah 8D After I think about it for a minute xP
