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Hey there, pigeons:

This is PerfaPox, here. Welcome and thanks for visiting my little world.
Name: Well, my real name is Becki
Age: 20 (I'm an old fart)
Height
: 5'2''
Location: Texas, United States....No, I don't own a horse.

Likes: Drawing, painting, octopi, anime, manga, YAOI, writing, roleplaying, chocolate, sour candy, antiques, piercings, tattoos, money, sleeping, staying up until the crack of dawn..and more obviously, but why list everything?
Dislikes
: Bugs(mostly cockroaches), Annoying/dumb people, condescending people, homophobes, etc.

Want to know anything else? Ask.

Gotta Make This Quick

Cuz I need to crash so I can wake up in..4 and a half hours lolol.

So, this week was one of the best I think I've ever had..Which is funny because all through this week I've had an up and downhill battle with myself with my emotions.

Monday: Was actually kind of horrible, I'm probably gonna have to pay a $75 fine for accidentally running a redlight(I wasn't paying enough attenton TT_TT) But on the bright side, my ortho said I might be getting my braces off soon!!!

Tuesday: Boring day blah blah blah..UNTIL around 2am when two of my friends randomly picked me up and we went to IHOP and hung out. It was great..I was so tired, so I was practically delirious..and we were all so loopy we just laughed over stupid stuff, and I'm sure the people there thought we were nuts!

Wednesday: Battle with my emotions happened...I was feeling really down about myself and my current relationship status(Which is single and desperate) and I was feeling neglected by my friend...on the upside, I got to sleep in REALLLY late lololol

Thursday: Another great day! Went to school, after class I hung out with my two friends again and they cheered me up from the blahness I felt the other day..We went to walmart and got in trouble for riding the little kid's bikes and such...But it was great!

Today(friday): Got reassured that I was not being neglected by my friend :) We're like family, she said so herself...and I need to remember that nothing-not even a boy- can get in the way of our friendship..We've had a really bumpy road set for us ever since we were friends..but we're still just as close as ever and it makes me so happy!! I'll always be her mother goose :) I got to hang out with her until about 2am and we played Resident Evil and just talked about stuff and made plans for Halloween...

Tomorrow, gonna go to the Art Museum with my Bestest Friend and we'll hang out until late in the evening..and then I'll probably have a sleepover or something xD

I was really bummed about this week before..But now I realize all the small GOOD things that have happened have completely overshadowed the bad.

NOW, I'm going to crash because I'm exhausted(Even though I slept in today as well!!)

OVER AND OUT.

Whoowee. Update of my life haha.(Updated lolz)

Update: Kaay...at the bottom of this I promised to post pictures.. *sob* But that won't be happening yet. I got pulled into work--told you the hours were crazy! I wasn't supposed to come in today..--and also my dad is using the computer with the scanner... Hm. ANYWHO! If you haven't read this, go ahead and read it...and ignore all the 'posting stuff' I have at the bottom :'D Hopefully I can get on theO at work and reply to everyone's comments ♥

Alright. Time for a pick-me-up after that emotastic last post.

How is everyone? What's been going on with you? Hope you all are doing great :) I miss you all so much, and I know it's been forever since I've legitimately been on TheO and updated, commented, etc.

Things are a little crazy right now..I've got school and I started my new job about ehh..two-ish weeks ago. It's an okay job..pretty easy..but my bosses are a little annoying haha. I'm a receptionist at a massage parlor. The massage therapists that work there are all really great :) Sometimes, when they're not in with a client, they'll massage my neck and shoulders and it feels SOOOO good. BAH, I could totally use one right now!! Anywho, there are only 2 other receptionist other than me(soon to only be 1 other) so as you can imagine, the hours are kinda crazy.. I got lots of money for my first paycheck though! :D And I bought some SUPER lovely clothes!!

Regarding the emoness that was last Friday's post..I got everything worked out with my sister :) she really DID feel bad about what had happened..and explained everything to me. She felt really bad for making me upset, so she promised to take me somewhere else that was equally awesome lol. Then, on Saturday, she took me out to lunch to sorta apologize :) I really do love my sister SO much, so it made me really happy to get to spend time with her and talk to her about stuff. She even drove me to work so she could see the place haha.

Let's see..what else to post up? There's a really cute boy in one of my classes this year xD heheh..I bought some really cute clothes with my money..so I hope I can sorta get his attention. I've only really talked with him a few times..but He's really cute! His name is Taylor and he's got a silly accent xD He says he's from Ohio..but he sounds almost like he's got some sort of British accent o_O Anywho, I hope to get the courage to talk to him a little more..see what happens..Gahh, but that's a big hope. I'm just so shy >< and he doesn't sit anywhere near me :( *le sigh*

ALSO, Sorry for the NON EXISTENT UPLOADING.

I DO have some pictures to upload, luckily..

Only like..one of them was among the billion on my list though xD (So far) I don't think I have work tomorrow..so I'm gonna FORCE myself to draw and get all that stuff done x3. I'm really sad..cuz I lost one of the pictures that I drew :( Okay...lost isn't the word..I think my mom or dad accidentally threw it away! D':

Also, I have something new to add to that list of 'To Draw's though... Shigeru x Satoshi.. AKA Gary x Ash. That's right. Pokemon. I've just poisoned your childhood, probably. HAHHAHHAHAHAHAHAHA.

Why am I such a twisted person? xD

Anyway! Expect to see pics from me tomorrow! You better comment :D

♥♥♥

Dreading Today

I just need to rant. About stupid things that are keeping me up, making me want to cry, even though they probably shouldn't. I'm just so pissed off..No, I'm passed that stage. I'm hurt. My feelings have been obliterated like they were nothi...

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It's been awhile, everyone!(Also, I'm a horrible person)

Hey there everyone! I haven't been on in awhile :P (well longer than 5 minutes anyway..) I've just been super busy with school and my BRAND NEW JOB :D Yaay! The hours are kind of rediculous..but hey, that just means more money, which I'm very happ...

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Lol, I'm so weird..

So...I like to stay up until the wee hours of the morning for no particular reason at all. I mean, usually I'll talk with my friends and such--but I got off the computer around 3:30(I think) And I didn't go to bed until around 6. Why?

Because suddenly I felt the urge to start a little impromptu cleaning session of my nightstand. Not the drawer, mind you, the little cabinet thing underneath that I have shoved many-a-thing into in order to avoid cleaning my room as much So, I decided to start cleaning it out because I /knew/ it had to be done. I needed to clean everything out!

And I'll tell you...I found soooo many 'treasures' lololol. Stuff dating alll the way back to about 8th grade...(That's 5 years ago!!) Trust me when I say..I have become SOOOO MUCH BETTER AT DRAWING LOL. OMG, the stuff I found was wreched...I scrapped a lot of the stuff that wasn't sentimental to me. I also found my VERY FIRST picture I ever drew of Aeramis!

One of my favorite discoveries, however, was an old Spanish-class worksheet that I had drawn one of my characters all over. Dom, my poltergeist!! I haven't thought about him in ages...And surprisingly, the pictures that I drew of him were pretty good! (Considering I drew him in about 10th grade).

So yeah...I was glad that I decided to suddenly clean. It was very entertaining.