I'm feeling weird right now. Don't know how to explain it. I wish my friend would hurry up and call. Even though I've felt a little annoyed with her lately..since she wants to talk to me 24-7. Strange how that works out.

Guess I should upload some of my crap, huh? Even though I've felt really disappointed with my artwork as of late..I really need to find some way to get inspired..or overcome this damn block that I'm in. Even when I WANT to draw..I never know what TO draw... It makes things extremely difficult..

And lately I've been feeling more and more peeved with my friends. I'm tired of being out of the loop..I'm tired of being the last one anyone thinks about..I'm tired of feeling swept under the rug and like I don't even matter.

I guess in the end I'll always be the one most everyone couldn't give a shit about.