I don't care if nobody reads this..but it's 4:05 in the morning, everyone is asleep, and I NEED to get this out somehow!!

OH MY GAAWDD. This has been one of the greatest nights that i have had in a long time. I'm still so giddy. I'm shaking all over just thinking about it.

I have horribly low self esteem, so when guys like me I often wonder WHY and they're usually not the kind of guy that I like...but when the guy that I like actually seems to like me back!? HOLY CRAP. GOD DOES EXIST.

We met at work and I haven't gotten much of a chance to know him...but he was always really nice to me and stuff...but I try not to let myself think that it's flirting in case I'm terribly wrong..But tonight we ended up both closing...so somehow we ended up talking for almost two hours outside in front of his car. We have a LOT in common and he is SO sweet...I never thought I'd meet anyone who was cute, liked the same stuff as me, and actually LIKED ME BACK. He said I was one of the coolest girls he'd ever met and that I was beautiful :) sglkslkjgkj. I hope I didn't make it seem like I didn't like him back..I was just shellshocked and really shy..Nobody ever tells me stuff like that...I gotta make sure not to let him get away!

We're supposed to hang out tomorrow before work :) I'm so excited..I dunno what we're gonna do but I don't even care. Ughh, I'm so excited. I couldn't stop smiling the whole drive home, my face hurts like hell.

But it's a good kind of hurt ♥