It figures that on my BIRTHDAY the one person that I want to talk to hasn't messaged me yet. Don't know if she even will. She spent the night over the other day and we parted on sort of...weird terms (in my opinion). She insisted that she was just tired--which could be the case since she's always really bitchy when she's tired. But I dunno...I was getting really irritated with her because I had somewhere to be and she wouldn't hurry up and leave. I feel bad for rushing her...but I wouldn't have had to if she just got her shit together faster instead of laying around playing with my cat. It sucks that I feel bad over something like this...I shouldn't feel bad, but I do. I want to text her so she'll text me back..but this time I won't. This time, I'm gonna just bite my tongue and get over the sickness this gives me. And if she doesn't message me--at all--on my birthday..it'll just prove that I've always been a better friend to her than she's been to me.