You don't have to read this, or reply. It doesn't matter. I just need to get my feelings out, that's all. I hate how once my emotions decline like this and I get into this depressing choke hold, I can't get free. The tiniest thing might grab me, and then I'm depressed for the rest of the day.

I don't really feel like explaining why I'm upset other than I wish I had more time to draw more..I wish I could draw better or faster...
Like I said, I don't feel like explaining..because the reasoning is really stupid...I'm just too emotional for my own good, I guess...I just need to get over myself...

I hate feeling like the odd one out.