As the title says. I'm irritated, depressed..Ngh.
I think it's because I've only just stopped my period(Sorry if that's too many details, but you guys can get over it), so these tiny things that suddenly pop up and jumbled together really does a number on me...
Today wasn't necessarily a bad day...It was actually rather good until just awhile ago. I'm irritated at myself for continuously shoving my foot in my mouth and for upsetting people...and I'm upset because my girlfriend ONCE AGAIN didn't call me when she promised she would...then she apologizes again and again..and I don't think she even realizes why I'm upset..I wanted to talk to her so badly because I didn't get to see or talk to her hardly at all yesterday or today...and I was waiting by the phone ALL evening like an idiot...
I'm also aggravated with my drawing abilities...I feel as if I haven't gotten better at all..and I'm sure some of that has to do with not being able to practice much...I can't wait for us to get breaks away from school...I need time to practice..I need time to get better.
On the upside of things...My best friend is seeing brighter days at last. She's being going through a rough time for awhile now, but just a few days ago there was a breakthrough. She found her dad through myspace, she hasn't seen/heard/or talked to him since she was 4 years old. I can't believe that something like that could really happen, she seriously got a lucky break. He acts just like her, too, and they're already getting along great. He never really wanted to leave her and her mom..but hey, he was a kid and he was scared. I'm really glad that she found him...
Also, I was watching Slayers awhile ago..It's such a dumb, cheesy anime..but I can't help but like it...I really want to draw Zel...he's my favorite...haha. Beck is on, now..Maybe I'll watch that. I really like the fluidity of motion in this anime...I don't know much about it though...
Actually, I think i've seen this episode before--yup..the blonde kid just got hit...I remember that..
Alright...enough for now...I feel a little better after venting....Sorry that it seems like I complain all the time.
