This week, I think I only need to post a song, one that every one I think should be shown to the world, and describes my world and one of my beats.
1000 Words
I know that you're hiding things
Using gentle words to shelter me
Your words were like a dream
But dreams could never fool me
Not that easily
I acted so distant then
Didn't say goodbye before you left
But I was listening:
You'll fight your battles far from me...
Far too easily
"Save your tears 'cause I'll come back."
I could hear that you whispered as you walked through that door
But still I swore
To hide the pain.
When I turned back the pages:
Shouting might have been the answer...
What if I'd cried my eyes out, and begged you not to depart?
But now I'm not afraid
To say what's in my heart
'Cause a thousand words
Call out through the ages
They'll fly to you
Even though I can't see, I know they're reaching you
Suspended on silver wings
Oh, a thousand words
One thousand embraces
Will cradle you
Making all of your weary days seem far away
They'll hold you forever
Oh, a thousand words
Have never been spoken
They'll fly to you
They'll carry you home, and back into my arms
Suspended on silver wings
And a thousand words
Call out through the ages
They'll cradle you
Turning all of the lonely years to only days
They'll hold you forever
A thousand words...
This song hits home for me. So does Final Fantasy X and X-2.
These games show something that everyone is familiar with. Loss, Sadness, Love, and, at times, how to over come sorrow.
Take Final Fantasy 7;
It takes me back to when I lost my friend to suicide. Yes, I was a miniture version of Emo Cloud. I even had short hair at the time and wore lots of black, not my usual peppy colors. I wanted to make amends and apoligize for not being able to save him. Then, I realized I had people ceering for me on the sidelines, telling me to finish the race. I didn't realize they were there, only when they pointed out to me did I see.
Today, I am still numbed by his death, but it only hits me when it's near that time. But by then, my friends support me the whole way.
Signing out!!
Mina
By the way, if there is smething somebody would like posted here, please tell me! I'm starting to get desperate for ideas!!!
