1) I need to fucking sleep more. A 4-5 hour/night average is ridiculous. I KNOW I can do better than that.

2) DHB drama is driving me insane. What's sadder is that there isn't even really drama and I feel like most of it is all in my head. Actually it's not just a feeling; most of it IS in my head. I get jealous over the smallest things now and it's just got to fucking stop.

3) The physical boundaries between the two of us keep getting thinner and thinner. As in, the whole random caressing thing from my last post is getting more and more common, and yet still somehow kind of nonchalant at the same time. I'm not really sure how I should feel about this, but all I know is that my hormones are reallllly not helping. Fuck being eighteen. :(

The other aspects of my life aren't quite so sucky. Except for the fact that I'm hella busy and shouldn't even be online right now. Fuck. :((