recently derek and his friend geoff have been sooo mean. they keep calling meh dumb and stupid and say i cant do anything (more geoff then derek)) and they make fun of my accent (its kinda british) :/ idk.... its rlly getting me down cuz i kinda liked derek... *sighs* not to mention my old best friend all of a sudden started talking smack on me, talking trash and saying stuff like me sending innapropriate pics, and that i have sex with everyone and that im such a liar. ugh idk where it even came from. she turned so many of my riends against me and its just making me misrable. i see her in like all my classes so i cant avoid her and i rlly dont want to start a fight cuz its my senior year ya kno? i wanna relax and enjoy my last yr, no drama, no worries but then this happens out of the blue 8sighs* im juz so upset and i cant stop my bad habbit (bolimia ,sp?,)like i cant help bu not eat without feeling guilty and then i just rush to the bathrrooom and ahhhh i cant even make sense :[ sum1 cheer me up plz.......
sowie i havent been on much, between homework, derek ( a friend lol), friends, school, college set up, jobs, ect ect im a vry buisy girl : [. im soo tired and derek totally stood me up on hanging out *sighs* well how is everyoen?
well these are pics from my buisy weekend the first two are from tuesday, in band we had a halloween parade, i was ahooters grl lmao... then the 3rd row is pics from senior skip day, we went out to eat, my bff is the grl with the black hair! the forth line is pics before our first show of High school musical, i was a jock, and we did good : ] then the 5th row is pics from our last football game.. w elost unfortantly so no playoffs.... i was bawling my eyes out at the end lol. then later that night was the band party which is the 6th row down. and then sat was all day performances then right after that was the after party ( 7th and 8th row) that went till like 2am, i was very tired lol. The pink dots are all of jon or his gf chey :/... and oddly jon has been blowing me off....*sighs*well now i wont be buisy much anymore
im so swamped, everyday after school( 3 -9) is play practice, i come home, then go to bed. its so exhausting. but our first show is tommarwo. Im not rlly nervous... idk i benn in like one play before and i do drums for concert and marching band all the time so i should be okays. wish me luck... jons on tech so i see him alot. :[
anyways fri we cant go tricker treating cuz of our football game and if we loose this game no more marching band! no more marching band means i'll never see.... i'll never see... jon ever again... i know its for the best but... at our last practice i was bawling my eyes out at the end and he and like a thounsand other pep were trying to figure out wat was wrong... *sighs* this is gonna be hard : [
and sat is an all day performance/last performance day. so once again wish me luck. <33 u all
