So, I got my site all prettied up.
I think it's cute if I do say so myself.
The two girls at the top are Chikane and Himeko from Kannazuki No Miko.
Which so happens to be my favorite anime.
I could quite possibly post episodes from that anime on here.
But I'd have to find them on youtube, and I hate watching anime on youtube.
Therefore I won't put you through the torture of that. (Unless you don't mind watching anime on youtube. I just hate how you have to watch one episode in three different parts.)
I like using veoh.com for watching anime.
My introduction is monstrous.
I can never have a small introduction.
I've just noticed that.
They're always so lengthy.
I don't know why.
Probably because I want people to know certain things about myself, and well..
That's a lotta stuff.
I forgot to mention some stuff, so it might get even longer.
I doubt people take the time to read it.
Meh..
Oh well.
When people comment, it's not showing me.
It doesn't show when I have messages either.
I hate how this site is having so many technical difficulties.
I've tried asking Adam for help in the past, but he's always so busy I don't think he saw my message or email.
Which is fine, but I just wish he could fix the site.
It frustrates me that I can't do anything to fix it myself.
I feel so unpopular.
Before I have like 30 something subscribers, and now I only have five.
Heh..
Oh well.
I've got millions of bug bites.
It seems the buggies like to feast on my head, and neck.
Along with my shins.
It's disgusting.
The bites are like swollen, and they itch like a mother.
Tomorrow's my last day of school.
I don't really want to go.
I'm in outdoor ed, and that means I have to present my powerpoint in front of everyone.
It's a powerpoint of all the activities we've done, and such.
I hate presenting things in front of people.
I get really sweaty, and I can feel my face burn, and I start to shake, and my speech is slurred.
It's almost as if I'm drugged.
I didn't go to school again today.
They're playing softball today, and I would have had to play if I went.
Stuff like that makes me nervous.
*Sigh*
I'm pathetic.
I'm so afraid that the summer is approaching so fast.
I mean..
Technically it starts Saturday.
Which will most likely be the start of my world crashing down.
I feel like hiding under a rock, and coming out when it's time for school to start again.
They won't allow me to go to summer school, because my grades are perfectly fine.
I'm passing everything.
I only wanted to go so I could make up my credits.
I don't have enough.
They won't allow me to do that though.
They said I might as well go to my sending school, and take summer school there.
If I wouldn't go to school when I was supposed to, I don't know what makes them think I'd go there during the summer.
I hate that place.
I've never had more hate for anywhere in the world than that school.
I'd rather be getting teeth pulled without any Novocain than be at that school.
I wish they had put me in the school I'm at now sooner than they did.
Then I wouldn't have wasted a year and a half wasting in my house too afraid to get an education.
That's put me so far behind, and I know my grandparents are pissed at me for that.
I couldn't help it though.
I don't adjust to things easily.
Going from an extremely small sheltered school to a huge ass school in the city is a HUGE change.
Everyone else seemed to adjust quite swimmingly, but I just couldn't.
I could go for one quarter, but that was only because I was in colorguard.
It was a reason for me to go.
Colorguard is pretty much dead in the winter.
Anyway..
I'm going to take a shower.
I hope to get a hair cut today.
I know I'm gonna get crap for that, 'cause I didn't go to school.
But I most likely won't even get a hair cut because that makes me too nervous.
*Grumbles*
I hope you all have a great day. ^^
xoxo,
Britty
If only those were real.
