hi hi! Im Beverly, Ck's homegirl and partner in crime lol. lets start out about me:
name: Beverly
alias: Mizeri B, loki, ann, Bev.
hair: Blonde
eyes: hazel
age: 15
height:5'8"
weight:125
likes: emo guys (shane <3), singing, taking pics, drawing, painting, writing stories, partyin, weed, vodka and sex.

dislikes: fakes, bobby, dutch, the sun, hannah montana.
tattoos: ankle: kanji of midnight. wrist: pentagram.

Add me on myspace: www.myspace.com/mortal_sin666
or Yahoo IM: [email protected] =]

Bev <3 shane

lol since theres no pic of me with my new hair on here XD

<.< DAMN!! I LOOK SEXY XD lol i just had to put that out there

mkay

hey ppl!!! Ive finally got the website for Holy Water kinda up and running im still working on it though. lol but yea. My computer wont let me open the directors cuts ck sent me so she's gonna have to do them. T.T sorry ck i tried lol but brianna said she'll play dei!!! ^__^ omg thats gonna be weird cause she's my lil sister >.> but kyle said he'll play a werewolf when he comes down so yayayz
But yea. the url is just http://sites.google.com/site/holywaterck ENJOY!!! <3

lol a heart for shane to <3

Today

Was kinda boring.. :/ lol
i woke up to my mum asking me for a cig. and i told her that i just ran out soo yea i had her begging me for cigs the whole day lol. But as soon as i woke up i got on IM and talked to reaper =]] Than Brandon got on and was like 'Babe i just got home from work ok, so im gonna go take a nap but ill back on tonight' but yea after that i went for a walk and than ate...WATA-BURGER!!!!! :D lol omfg i havent eatin a home cooked meal in so long.
But yea, i just got of with kyle cause we were on the phone for like 2 hours (even though sat. night we were on from 10 pm till 5 am) and than he got on the computer and yea..but he just went to sleep.

But good news!!!!!

:D lol kyles coming down to chill with me for a week during chrismas cause he lives like past ashboro or somethin idk. But heres a pic of kyle if you guys are woundering...

Well im gonna go see if i can sneak the laptop and a couple cigs outta my mums room so yea..

PEACE <3

I miss him </3

I miss shane...Idk, ive been having more and more dreams lately about him. But theres one that keeps reaccuring..Theres pure darkness all around me and than i see shane; He comes up to me and embracing me in his arms and than i hear out of no where our song (gardian angel by red jumpsuit apparatus) and we begin slow dancing. He looks into my eyes and tells me he loves me and that he misses me...I look back into his eyes and begin crying telling him I miss him too and i just want him to come back home...
God..I'm crying now just thinking about it. Ive been feeling more lonely everyday..It feeling like my heart is breaking, and to tell you the truth..im happy im feeling this way because its the only i know im still alive..atleast alittle bit. But heres the poem i wrote for him =[

Words cannot describe,
My love for you,
I ache to feel your touch,
and see your smile too.
I miss you dearly,
I cry in the night,
Hoping someday,
to again see your light.
My heart aches,
worried for you I am,
I just want you,
To came back home again.

omg

Im Tobi!! Lol that confirms my retardation >.<