Hi again!Ambs here *does peace sign*Anyways I need some encouragement here see here:
I like this guy many years older then me I almost faint when he is near me I get jealous if I see him with a girl.he dates older girls and I'm not even his age and when I see him I scream out like a fangirl since I have this loud mouth its surprising he dares looks at me now which he does I locked eyes with him on the bus I gulped down a lump in my throat too.See I really like him well not like I love him and he seems not to like me at all......See we listen to the same music and I want to dress as he does but in girl stuff he dresses in he looks the label 'Emo' but I know hes not hes just finding himself and he chose to look like that which I wish I could dress like that but I have someone on my back every day saying "AMBER!!NO!!!" =-=' lets see if I ask to have a dress or plaid 'goth' looking skirt its "Oh sure sweety its when u get that when we want you to look Gothic" God thats annoying I mean its a freaking skirt that I will never wear in Public!I wanted a tutu but Nooooo!

grrrr.....

Anyways any words??

~Ambs