hullo. i'm Jess. but call me jessamonster.
i think i'm bipolar so... yeah i'm different.
i've got depression. i deal with it.
i am obsessed with Sweeney Todd.
it is my all time favorite movie besides The Crow.
do not label me. i yam what i yam. you got a problem with it?
you can go to hell x]
you wanna talk to me?
i've got AiM.
xmassivehysteria
is me.
i'm on almost all the time.
i have a myspace.
i'm on it waaaay more.
http://www.myspace.com/xxbitemarksxx
Check out my profile if you want.
i write poems and stories.
those are in my other world though.
i'm fairly random so if i say something odd...
DON'T BE OFFENDED.
happy day to you.

and i feel... and i feel like heaven's so far away...

i love Jack Barakat from {All Time Low}

=jessamonster+
~I like to watch the puddles gather rain-

THE WOLF'S AT THE WiNDOW AS YOU SLOWLY FALL ASLEEP.

ALRIGHT!

i am
ALIVE!

O_O

sorry guys.
i didn't mean
to not come on
in like... foreverness.

i'll try to post
more often.
but i can't
really make any
promises...
i've been too busy.

if you wanna talk to me
i'm usually on my myspace...

http://www.myspace.com/xxbitemarksxx

so yeah.
tell me you're
from the otaku
if you friend request me
tell me your username on here
and i might add you :]

anyways.
really sorry i
haven't been on.

catch me up on stuff okay?

later gators.

+Kyra-
~the ground is raining!!**

TEH COMPOOTER DiED YESTERDAY.

xD
that title is soooo messed up.
prolly kuz it's 9:00am and...
i didn't get to sleep
til like..... 4:30....

ANYWAYS!

[don't mind any mixed up spellings or anything! it's too early for meh]

my computer really did die yesterday.
i turned it on and everything was upside down.
i mean...
the start thingie was at the top of the screen and upsidedown
the desktop links that are normally on the left
were on the right and upsidedown
and the mouse was funky..
you moved it right it went left!
O_O
i guess if you hit the
Ctrl + Alt and then the UP arrow
you can flip everything.
[{ i would not suggest doing this }]
also i wouldn't do it because i have no
idea how it get it back to normal.
Nazi's boyfriend put it back.

uhm.......
bored.
hungry.
uhm...
Nazi wants me to do the dishes...
there aren't a lot...
should prolly do 'em now.
but no.
i shall put it off til
like the last second
because i am a procrastinatior
BAHAHA!!
o.o;;;

okie.
uhm...
O_O

.:: TRAiN OF THOUGHT iS LOST ::.

uhm.....
damn i really can't concentrate
when it's this early =o
that is REALLY sad.

uhm...
kinda need a shower
because i haven't bothered yet.
not that any of you need to know that.
i just have no idea what to type.

[{ CONNECTiON TO BRAiN FAiLED }]

i need to go back to bed.

later gators.

+Kyra-
~the ground is raining!!!**

SiX FEET UNDER THE STARS.

well fourth of july was.... decent.
i'm incrediably mad at myself though.
there was this really cute boy there.
and i wanted so badly to talk to him.
and at one point it looked like he
wanted to talk to me too...
but i didn't go over to him...
and then when the fireworks were
about to go off he was sitting by himself
and i was just about to go over and talk
to him but he two friends that were girls
went and sat next to him....
i wasn't quick enough. =|
i'm so mad!
i was too damn nervous to talk to him.
and then my mom's boyfriend gave
me a pep talk after wards to try and make
me feel better...
it didn't work. it made me feel
even worse about myself -_-'

gah....
at this rate
i'll never get a boyfriend.

!!
i'm so mad at myself.
i need to stop being so damn nervous.

egh.

so anyways.
you guys have an
alright weekend?

today i am
being a lazy bum.
soooo.... yeeeah.
xD

i have no idea what to talk about.
i hate it when this happens.

uhmm...
i'll post more of my story soon.

and....
i might delete that damn Sasuke fanclub world.
there's no point in the damn thing.

i'll talk to you guys later.
okie?
i'm gonna go mess with some stuff...
like...
the bad guys in my Zelda game.
xD
they're so fun to mess with!
like when you make link run right past
them and they don't even notice...

anyways.
later gators =]

P.S.
in that last post...
that saying under my signature was
part of a song...
i do not enjoy alcoholic beverages. xD
i'm only 15...
and beer is gross...
but i do have to say
that Mike's Hard Lemonade stuff is kinda good.
same with this other stuff the Nazi
had yesterday...
i'll have to find out what it was...
some kind of rum like mixture....

+Kyra-
~these eyes are not your eyes**

STOP EXPECTiNG CHANGE.

soo.
my dad's a jerkass
and well i'm not going there.
so i'm stuck with my mom and her boyfriend
and staying with them over night in a tent at
someone's house who i have no idea who the heck
they even are..... i want to die.

i mean...
if my dad didn't work on
weekends i would be able to go with him
and i actually wanted to this time!!!

ugh.

...

soo much fuuun.
well hope you guys have
a better weekend than i will.

and my grandma isn't doing any better
with the whole chemo thing....

hah....
wonderful.

later gators.

+Kyra-
~why can't we not be sober?**

i'LL WAiT FOR YOU THERE.

uhm...
prolly going to be
going to my dad's this weekend.
so...
woo hoo... -_-

my grandma's not doing so hot
with all the kimo [sp?] that she's going through.
=|
i hope she'll be okie.

egh....
i better practice my guitar.

i'll talk to you guys soonish.

+Kyra-
~like a stone**