hullo. i'm Jess. but call me jessamonster.
i think i'm bipolar so... yeah i'm different.
i've got depression. i deal with it.
i am obsessed with Sweeney Todd.
it is my all time favorite movie besides The Crow.
do not label me. i yam what i yam. you got a problem with it?
you can go to hell x]
you wanna talk to me?
i've got AiM.
xmassivehysteria
is me.
i'm on almost all the time.
i have a myspace.
i'm on it waaaay more.
http://www.myspace.com/xxbitemarksxx
Check out my profile if you want.
i write poems and stories.
those are in my other world though.
i'm fairly random so if i say something odd...
DON'T BE OFFENDED.
happy day to you.

and i feel... and i feel like heaven's so far away...

i love Jack Barakat from {All Time Low}

=jessamonster+
~I like to watch the puddles gather rain-

i HAVE A TOMATO.

uhm...
don't ask about the title.
it's an inside joke between me and jackie xD

uhm...

sorry i haven't been on.
i don't have much time to be online much.

my mom has offically graduated to
a Nazi S.S. Officer.

she screamed at me in the car last night.
for no reason. i didn't talk to her or anything
and all of a sudden she started going on
and on about random stuff and a bunch of craziness.
and then [that wasn't even the best part!]
then!!!
she told me she was sick of me.
lovely! just LOVELY!
-_-

what in the heck...
i did nothing to her.
and she said that.
and then when i went to bed
she tried telling me she loved me.
HAH!
lies.
all of it.

you don't tell your kid you're sick of them
and then tell them you love them.
what kind of sick twisted parent is she?
jeesh.

sooo....
obviously i'm hated er.... loved.

o_O

i dunno.
i'm in one of those moods...
where you just wanna beat something
with a stick...

gah....

oh!
and how does everyone get that colored
text in the comments?
can anyone tell me that?
i'm curious.

anyways...
gotta shower, then practice
my guitar, and then be tortured
by the Nazi S.S. Officer.
SOO...

later gators.

+Kyra-
~i love Jack Barakat from All Time Low**

i AM AN iNSANE CHiLD.

okie.
first things first.
summer is coming.
[thank God]
anyways...
i won't be on as much.
Nazi will be making me
hang out with her and Hitler more.
....hah. fuuuun.

uhm...
i hung out with Kelly
yesterday.... and the she slept over.
woot! heh. we were total idiots.

hum....
i got my game cube working again!
so... now i've got my PS2 and my GC working!
and my Zelda withdrawls are no more!
...hah.

haven't been feeling like myself lately though.
it's prolly all these exams...
they are driving me insane!

and then after these horrid exams
i might have to go to my dad's for
a few days...
which will be absolute
TORTURE!!!!!!

soooo...
uhm
talk to you later
i suppose...
i should practice my quitar...
i have my lesson tomorrow O_o

later gators.

+Kyra-
~and i feel like heaven is so far away**

i KNOW THE PiECES FiT.

okiieeee dokie.
i gotz a new screenname for AIM... ^^

tis:
xMorphineLapsexx

yeah... kinda like...
crazy/creepy like....
BUTTTT
deal with it x]

i kinda like it... o_O

well actually if i DiDN'T like it i wouldn't be using it xD

uhmmm...
had my math exam today.

BOMMMBEED it

=D

yeeeeeah.
t'was pretty obvious when i got to like the...
SECOND QUESTiON
that i would be failing that exam.

lets see.
what else is there to say...
OH!
NEVER
EVER
EEEEVVVVEEEERRRRRR
eat
my mom's
boyfriends
homemade
"chinese food".

he calls it "chinese food"
but trust me.
it's SHiT!
....heh.

errrhhhmmm....
bored.
terribly.
bored.

AAAANNNNDDDDD.....
none of my friends back home are talking to me!
woot.

...

JOKE.
THAT WAS A JOKE.
RiGHT THERE.
*points above*
that 'woot'
was a COMPLETE
JOKE

now that ya'll understand that.
i feel like i am in HELL.
:]

.....-_-

it REALLY is lovely when you move
and the friends that you KNEW you had like...
BEST FRiENDS
completely iGNORE YOU.

yes.
i am
completely
BROKEN happy...
on the inside.

and that's why i fake a
smile everyday of my life.

well NOT exactly.

but...
i suppose you could get the point.
-__-

whatever.

later gators.

+Kyra-
~this is my United States of whatever**

i WON'T TRUST THE AiR WiTH SECRETS.

time: ....school's out who cares?
mood: hyper. odd. bored. [yes all at the same time]
music: "A Letter From Janelle" - Chiodos

dude! o.O
that whore...
was like ALL OVER HiM TODAY!!!
holy sh----..........cow.

it was sooooo CREEPY!
i mean...
she wouldn't LET GO
of him!

i mean yeah...
it's the last day of school
but SERiOUSLY!
what the freaking A!?

anyways...
tis the last day of school
[except exams of course]
buttttttt

i'm FREAKiN FREEEEE from that hell hole!!!!
x3333
i'm SOOO excited!
^^

uhmmm..... o.O
hullo?
xD
...hah.
i have NO idearrr what to say!

so...
i shall leave you all for today :]

later gators!
*waves like a mad person*

+Kyra-
~because pointless stories are my thing**

COULD i MAYBE HAVE A FAiRYTALE ENDiNG?

awfully sorry about those last two posts...
i've been...
not myself.
uhm... yeah. really sorry.

it's just that... nothing seems to be going right.
my mom keeps talking over and over again
about getting married to her boyfriend. i kinda almost
don't want them to get married....
i dunno. i don't think i could live with that many people.
two extra people in the house? GAH! it would all go to pits!

her talking about that is really getting on my nerves
and besides all that!
my exams....
omg!
i have exams til the 24th
not every day but close enough!!!
i'm going to die or something.

uhm...
i dunno.
i'll like...
talk to you guys later or...
something? o.O

+Kyra-
~the fields are near and i don't trust the air with secrets**

i wish i was the raccoon....